Still ongoing Struggle

[Shield_Of_Faith]

Hey There! I still have this ongoing struggle of loneliness. I'm trying to be patient the best I can for God to send me the right woman, but you know my anxiety and depression gets the best of me. I'm still trying to be strong but also I'm having random panic attacks sometimes triggerd by nothing just happens I hate it so much. Being a loner feeling like a nobody while everybody around me is happy and living a normal life, I'm trying not to let my extreme anxiety get the best of me but my feelings of awkwardness,unworthiness, nobody giving me another thought, just a loner. I have my family as support I'm blessed with that no doubt. I just feel I don't belong here in this world idk it's a weird feeling like I really don't matter, like I'm just happen to be here. I know very depressing, I'm trying to work on it. Things could be alot worse in my life, I guess I'm just searching for a purpose in mine. Sorry for all that depressing stuff I just always feel this way. Not a day goes by I don't feel this way. I just hide it or keep it in to not bother anybody with my issues. I'm trying to be better. Anyway thanks for hearing me go on. Have a Blessed day everyone! ✝️🙏

[Coffee-Lover]

Im sorry to hear that. I also struggle with anxiety so I can understand a bit. I’m glad you have your family as support. I’m sure there are many people who care for you. I’m also a bit of a loner as well. I don’t have any friends but I do have my family which I’m grateful for. And I want you to know that your not alone in your struggles. I hope you have a wonderful rest of your day!

[Shield_Of_Faith in reply to Coffee-Lover]

Thank you very much for replying!I hope you have a great day too!

[Agora1]

Hi Shield_Of_Faith

There are more people than ever nowadays that feels the loneliness and emptiness

that you do. Remember that the grass isn't always greener on the other side.

Those random panic attacks that you are having can come because right now you

feel you have no control over your life. Our brain doesn't do so well when we have

no direction or feel no purpose in life. Looking or wishing for another to fulfill that

in you, isn't all the best idea.

We each need to love ourselves first before we can give love to another.

We each need to have reason and purpose before we cling to another sapping

the energy out of them. Two people must contribute to the partnership equally.

Continue to work on yourself and you will be happier in the long run. And should

that special good woman come along, you will be ready emotionally to share your

life with her.

Wishing you my best. You sound like a good person. xx

[Shield_Of_Faith in reply to Agora1]

Thank you I appreciate your view on this and trying to help me out. I appreciate it. I keep trying to improve myself everyday. I'll never be perfect but just a chance at a real relationship were I can connect with a woman would be amazing but no matter what happens, God will always come first and I'll keep trying to always do my best in this life we have been blessed with. It's not an easy life far from it. But I'll keep trying to hang in there and improve. Thank you for reaching out!

✝️🙏

[Agora1 in reply to Shield_Of_Faith]

May God bless you and watch over you my friend xx

[Shield_Of_Faith in reply to Agora1]

God Bless you too! And Thank you. ✝️

[Agora1 in reply to Shield_Of_Faith]

You're very welcome. xx