Im going insane

[Against_the_current]

I can't functionI m just waking up from mom calling and telling me my sister was going feral. My vision is blurry and my head hurts. It's 8pm and im waking up. I can't function

[HelpMe86]

Take ur time breathe ..I'm here to talk if you need some one to talk to

[Against_the_current in reply to HelpMe86]

Thanks. Im really worried about my sister. Last year on her birthday mom went crazy, threw tantrums, said she's gonna give up on her, manipulated about dad's new baby. I don't want her to be traumatized

[SoporRose]

Remember that your mom is not reliable and she likes to rile you up. What reasons do have to believe her? What does she mean by "feral" anyway?

[Against_the_current in reply to SoporRose]

Well, she didn't say it like that, i had to translate. Me and my sister are sleeping all day, awake all night and irritatble. Thanks for reminding me mom's not a reliable source. Im worried about my sister. I don't want her to be traumatized like me. And I have two therapists and a psychiatrist and am 22 and am away. She's too young for meds, doesn't want a therapist nor can access a good one, is in the fire. And we're really connected. We both are going insane these days

[SoporRose]

If your sister wanted to see a therapist, would your parents even let her do that? And you have good reason to be worried about your sister. Once she graduates, I think you'll both need that important connection you have to find your way out of the pain and confusion your family has infused into you both.

[Against_the_current in reply to SoporRose]

I think they will

[SoporRose in reply to Against_the_current]

In that case, I hope she'll warm up to the idea and find a therapist. It should help that you have had the courage to be in therapy.