An advice

[dianaluz45781073]

I am a prepared person, but it seems that I did not have enough awareness to move forward and get ahead, I lack that infallible desire to get ahead. A hug.

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Hi there. It certainly sounds like you may be beating yourself up a bit. You are having a rough day. While I am not sure what moving on or ahead means, just know that most of us here are trying to move on and ahead through various things. I too am one of the most prepared people I know. However, I have ongoing physical illness requiring a lot of bed rest and three little kiddos. I had to quit my job due to health and that was a stinger as I loved my job. For me today, moving on and ahead is to just get my kiddos to school and their activity. I realize after months of mentally arguing with myself that I can no longer plan for the time being. If I keep working on myself both mentally and physically, I can get back to planning and preparing for much more than a day, but for my life.....I HOPE!