My husband gets very stressed about any sort of "plan." I need a better approach on how to manage this, as it stresses me out as I try to accommodate him. Here is the latest -
I am planning a birthday hike with friends about an hour out of town. A friend will drive me there, and I asked him and my daughter to pick me up because we have a family commitment afterwards.
The hike location is a 15 minute detour to our family, and will involve driving on country roads for 10-15 minutes instead of the highway.
This seems to cause him a lot of stress. We talked about it and he asked if I could cancel (no, I committed to celebrating my friend's birthday with her), get my friend to drop me off in a coffee shop near the main highway for pick-up (I can't find one) and is not thrilled we'll arrive late to the family commitment (the family don't mind, it's an overnight visit).
This is a regular pattern when plans aren't the way he would make them. I usually end up trying to accommodate given his mental illness (bipolar, anxiety) but it's taking a toll on me. Is this his anxiety? Is this just him being selfish and inconsiderate? I need a reality check!
To me, it's a 15 minute inconvenience that I wouldn't hesitate to do for him, but his mind works so differently from mine. I don't want to be unsupportive but it's getting so tiring for me.
Please, any fresh suggestions are welcome.