My Mother

[Therapist104]

My mom said she hates me. I don't know what to do. I got into a fight with a kid. I am a horrible human being. I need help! I wanna commit suicide...

[Roxylox]

I'm sure she doesn't mean that. I said something close enough to that to my daughter when she was a teenager and really getting to me. I said almost as l recall. My own stupid words stilll haunt me. My son when he was young told me a couple of times I was the worst mother in the world. I know he doesn't think that now. We all say things at the spur of the moment we don't mean.

Please ring a helpline.

[Therapist104 in reply to Roxylox]

I am going to get help. And I know that she meant it, because she told it to my sister, who told me. So yeah, it all my fault...

[Roxylox in reply to Therapist104]

Ah, it's not all your fault . I still woulfn't take that to mean she meant it. I'm glad you are getting help

[Therapist104 in reply to Roxylox]

She meant what she said

[artisticcatowner]

Please don't commit suicide!

[Therapist104 in reply to artisticcatowner]

I'm going to get help.

[artisticcatowner in reply to Therapist104]

Ok! And you can talk to me as well online, we are about the same age

[Therapist104 in reply to artisticcatowner]

Cool

[The-Good-Mentalist]

I often feel like commiting suicide aswell. The good thing is that the emotion will pass. Your mind will get distracted. However long it will take - that's different each time. The key is to push superhuman mental energy into honestly vowing to make a change and avoid the same telltale triggers and catalysts. As you can deduce, the answer for my own problem is right infront of my face, it is my moral subconscious reasoning, however, that pulls me back into the abyss. (Or excuses. I honestly don't know anymore) Though that is seriously logical advise: avoid triggers and lapsing back into a destructive mental pattern all over again.

[Rubyphoenix in reply to The-Good-Mentalist]

Not to make light on a serious subject, but your comment about getting distracted made me chuckle because not too long ago I was wanting to die and looked up how to tie knots. I ended up watching all kinds of stupid videos on some pretty cool knots. By the time I remembered my purpose, I was too tired to pursue my goal. So crisis adverted by my subconscious mind I guess.

[Therapist104 in reply to Rubyphoenix]

Cool Lol

[Sunshine2424]

I am sorry that you have been feeling like this. It is never easy to admit to ourselves when we need help, therefore I am proud of you for making that acknowledgement. I hope that with guided professional help you can begin to heal from the hurt you are experiencing. Support is always there is you reach out and ask for it!

[Therapist104 in reply to Sunshine2424]

Nah, my mommy sent me to Sun, to yeah

[TrustYourSoul in reply to Therapist104]

I don't understand what you typed.

[Therapist104 in reply to TrustYourSoul]

My mother sent me to a behavior health place.

[TrustYourSoul]

Might it help if you changed your name on this site to something more Positive than "Slowly Dying Inside"??? In all seriousness, calling yourself bad things can be Very harmful for you.

[Therapist104 in reply to TrustYourSoul]

Look, I hate it when people ask me to do that. I have my name for a reason. Sorry but I have to report you...

[TrustYourSoul]

That's fine. So if anyone tries to give you advice that is a bit "positive", you get all uppity? Geez. That's just Sad. Good luck with your improvement.

[Therapist104 in reply to TrustYourSoul]

It's my life. I see that as disrespect, "change your name." So yeah, I did report you