rare flare

[Raggedy-Ann]

I saw the orthopedic doctor today. My arm is in a brace. My mood is in the toilet. A young woman at my job walked in and threw keys at me. THIS WAS NOT THE DAY FOR HER TO ACT LIKE A JACKASS. I did my job and when we were done, I calmly explained the issue. She got loud, I walked away as I could tell she wasn't going to listen. I was fuming and usually walk away and then I stopped. I was telling her off in my head but thought about what I can say and not get in trouble. I told her, I don't appreciate her tone and she needed to check her attitude. I knew that would be ok with Human Resources.

I was in pain and pissed off. I hate confrontation so much that I don't engage, I flee. I SAID SOMETHING.

I have a lifetime of not standing up for myself. I never learned how to be angry. I am afraid to let even a little bit out. I know I have rage inside and I don't know if I can let it out without letting my crazy out and end up back in the hospital. I feel stupid when I get angry.

[Raggedy-Ann]

The spat was over a light on the dash showing low air in one tire. I was told by our supervisor that all maintenance issues are to be handled by rick. Ive been asking Rick to take care of it my supervisor knew about it. It is not my car. Well she used the car put gas in it and air in the tire. That's why she threw the keys at me. Dumb, right? I went out to my personal car this morning and it now has a flat tire. I am suspicious but I will hold my tongue until AAA comes and we can inspect the tire.

[Raggedy-Ann in reply to Raggedy-Ann]

tire is fine... the girl deflated it.

[Midori]

Well done for that!

Cheers, midori