my family ruined my life

[hndl]

I hate myself very much ..im feeling a great anger and hatred towards my ugly family members.. my father died 8 years ago,before his death i was a top student in architecture... a very close circle of hatred and abuse started here in my home... my sister,mother and brother all started to project their ugliness on me to hit me to express hatred freely and to take my staff ... after 8 years i can say i am mentally destroyed and i am lost ... i worked as a ta and i hated this job so much it was killing me but at home they told me they will leave me without food they said they will kick me out of t he house ...now all my family members got very good job positions ad i am the one who is left over alone and behind without money without good education ...without job ....i hate them i hate my self i just want to die...

[Diamond99]

First of I just want to say I am so sorry that you are going through all of this it’s so awful your family sounds like they need help no real family treats other family like that and I am so sorry 😞 are you ok I am here if you need a friend or just someone to talk I am here for you I have also been through some awful issues with my family there are probably about 3 to 5 of them who treat me like crap and love to use me for money and bully me I feel like getting out of the same house and having your own space is helpful do you have any close friends that you could stay with or anyone who can be supportive and help you through.

[Hidden]

Everything good about you is still there but just taken away so many things from you. You have to start again. Build your self up. You succeeded once and you can again. Now is chance for you to do something you like