Thoughts

[Suzhou]

There are days I can’t even hold my body up. The weight of everything the second I feel a chair I sit down. I try to do everything but it’s never enough. I’m as financially stable as I’ve ever been and somehow I am not satisfied. I have graduated with the degree yet there is no job. I have this life I expect to live yet I am always waiting to reach it. I feel like I am so behind in life but compared to what? My depression keeps me from many things in life yet I am able to hold a job but that is all I can hold. I have isolated myself from people while wanting to be with them. I always pick the wrong people to trust even when I am so picky. What am I? Just human and sometimes being human sucks.

[Amoky]

Hi. I know even if I tell u it's be oky it won't be of any difference to you but trust me the more u speak about what you feel the less the pain you gonna be feeling

[Jenn78]

It only gets easier if you allow it. I realized today that i must put more effort into my mornings in order to get through the day. Life is definitely a rollercoaster ride. When i was younger i tried to please others, now i just want to please God and myself. Yet, i still struggle. This forum of a community is a great place to start.