Without going into specifics today I’m got a cold splash of water. As hard as it was, I needed it. I have three beings that have my best interests at heart. Myself, my dog & God. It’s unfortunate but everyone is out for themselves these days.
Thanks for listening. God bless & have a good day…
Nope.. Absolutely $ isnt everything! What I want atm cannot be bought.. The Health of the Mother of my Children..Cherish that trio you mentioned because its love Unconditional!🙏🏼😊❤👍
Thank you. So true. People and relationships are everything. If some sees you have something they don’t, they try to hurt you. I’ve often thought of writing a book “1001 Reasons to Hate Me”. Just kidding ☺️Unfortunately I’ve dealt with a lot of jealousy most of my life for various reasons. Some people focus on what you have, not what’s missing or what you’ve lost due to no fault of your own. 💜
Exactly. Financially I never had much but I survived through lifes hardships. I have had moments of great happiness and ironically $$$ wasnt a factor. My Children, Family , My Dogs, The kindness of a stranger , helping out someone who desperately needed it. Ect Thats the goodstuff right there and that is beyond having a shit ton of $.. I recently spoke to a Counselor about my wife being sick. I brought up the $$ issue and he told me something that really stuck wit me. He said I can tell you have a genuine heart and are great Man and Father. He said he had been Counseling folks for 25yrs and some of the most shallow, Sociopathic and uncaring folks he dealt wit in his professional career were those who had so much Wealth they could never come close to spending it.. So they were rich Financially but Morally bankrupt. It be nice if folks could find a Happy Medium, be comfortable financially and have genuine Happiness.. That would be and is my end game, God Willing!🙏🏼
100% agree. $ is not the most important thing.
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Thank you 🙏
Yw..What kind of dog/Dogs do you have? I have French Bulldogs and Pug mixes atm😊❤..
I have a white maltese 💜
I agree with that. I also have my pets. I am learning to put God first. Then myself as the earthly provider my little Jack Russell terrier and my Maine Coon cat. I especially find most every doctor I go to for my thyroid is very against me and they do not want to listen they don't want to know about you they just want to tell you take this pill and you'll be fine and you know that when you take that pill you will not be fine because you've done it many times and instead of them being more concerned about the patient they're very concerned about their own reputation. I have found a kind compassionate physician's assistant that lets me guide my own thyroid levels until I feel good but when I don't feel good sometimes I don't know what to do and he's not as thyroid endocrinologist. I have not been able to find any endocrinologist that doesn't just base your life on a TSH test and I have no thyroid so they keep lowering it my dosage trying to get I guess they think my thyroid will grow back or something the pituitary will tell the thyroid to start working and it's not there! I can't understand why they don't get it and then they kick me out of their Clinic because I don't match their TSH test and if I do match it I will be very sick. Well I've gone on and on and I just woke up and I've been tears every morning for all these many reasons. I also was verbally attacked by my landlord three times in my face because he didn't want to fix a very dangerous electrical socket so now I am in broiled in an adult protective service which is not really where I want to spend the rest of my life. I could write a novel but don't really want to write a novel about this I pray and pray and pray somehow I just don't feel it. God help us all.Left behind and alone
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The sharing people's true feelings on this blog is very healing just to know that I am not the only one. Thank all of you for sharing.
I had 12 great years with my Jack Russell Terrier.. "Reiley".. I loved him so much. I admired his Character and his big Attitude. He was the epitome of Brave.. I seen him face off with Rottweilers and not give an inch on our property.. What a guy he was and I miss him and smile thinking of our times togther!! He loved me unconditionally and thats something worth more than $$.. I had a Maine Coon aswell but passed away early unfortunately. I was given her by a Fishing Captain I Lobster Fished with and he was actually from Maine..She was a gorgeous Cat! I hope your are well LeftBehind!🙏🏼❤😊
Everything Just Everything
Everything Hurts.
Seems everything is triggering fear more than usual
Everything 
