being there u make a big differnce

whether u know it or not

i have not been able to post

but

u all.....were constantly in my thoughts.........u make a bigger differnce than u know or than i can say......thank u

[Isinatra]

I was just wondering where you were! I was getting ready to ask a mutual friend about you. Im glad you’re back and your drawing is lovely!

[Hidden in reply to Isinatra]

thank u.....actuallyhelps a lot

[Isinatra in reply to Hidden]

💕

[Hidden in reply to Isinatra]

always a surprise ....thank u....that everyoen is valued........

[Dolphin14]

Welcome back Brig. Great art work

❤️🐬

[Hidden in reply to Dolphin14]

trust me on this......in all seriousness.....i think of u ......literally .....everyday and what kept me going......im no longer living in the field but have a place to stay in and a job at a farm....u all sustained me and throughthe kindness of others like u.....or i would nto have made it....not to be melodramatic......but its true......peple liek u all often are ourreal family

[Dolphin14 in reply to Hidden]

Thank you Brig. I've been worried about you. as I'msure others were also. You are part of this family

[Hidden in reply to Dolphin14]

wish u all could know.....what u really.....do for this world....this is just a surface scratch....

[Dolphin14 in reply to Hidden]

You give to this community and the world also. Don't forget about you.

[Hidden in reply to Dolphin14]

we all sense powerlessness due to the layers of politics and economics we cant control.....i have tons of ideas......and do or did take the time to contact the gov but ineffective.......

serenity prayer i suppose....protect those we care about ..make sure they realize what they do....

most people are terrible listeners....esp familes.....this site the opposite

[Hidden]

tk u all

[Arymretep]

Hope you are ok 👍

[Hidden in reply to Arymretep]

all good thanks better now

[Hidden]

Thought about you too Brig. Knew you would come out on top. Good to know you’re around.

[Hidden in reply to Hidden]

(ditto....think highly of many here.....sentiments .....worried they would or might think peple forget them.....no .....u walk with us all the time.....we just cant get to a computer or how to say it....but no.....ur always a part of us....)

[Hidden in reply to Hidden]

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[Hidden]

had no idea.,,,,many thanks....lost everying so being away was just survival mode and equipment loss......

im pretty sentimental and get attached to good people ...dont talk about it much as so many even in mental health laugh or misinterpret or try to fix etc.....which u would never do...

will talk.....many many thanks........many people here very important to me ..how to say.....

sure u can apprecaite....take care talk soon...

[Hidden in reply to Hidden]

not here but other places...ur treated like ur pretty dumb as u work with animals.....so i use the art and hope people will get the impression im not as dumb as i might seem....same as muscians without their piano etc.....that doesnt happen here but with acddemics family or doctors.....gets old......thajk u all.....everyone who is kind to others matters...i left academcia for teh politics and how condescendijg and just plain mean some some professors and others are........that doesnt happen here....we all know what that feels like.....

[Hidden in reply to Hidden]

i have written varoius authorities....i think all doctors and p nurses should have to be patients for real for two months....not these mock stuff or seminars......see the system and the reality of how they pigeon hole and stereotype people.....it is system wide....but until they listen.....it wont change except when we operate outside thesystem with others that treat each toehr as human beings not their condition wheel hciar protthesis false eye...baldness or whatever......concentrate on what we can do.......age old princicple that many inthe system and dcoctors who dont seem to have gotten the memo....thats my two cents.......there isnt an stigma wiht animals......hmmmm.......they only care how we treat them not our bank accounts or degrees or no degreres or or or ...........

[Hidden]

i have one of those faces that doesnt show my feelings well.....people have no idea how i feel about them 99 percent of the time....its an advantage with difficutl people u have to work with or instructor or bosses u have to deal with.....put on a good front to keep ur job.....with others.....u stay because of them and they dont even know it.......i was in the local library to use the computers and warm up from all night in the bush....its a very small library in a small old fashinoed town.....the librarains run programs like it used to be....childrens hours story hours, art fun all kinds of community things.....and ur just in awe ......of how kind and genuine these ladies are.....never seen such people and kid skills.....none of this mean mom screaming stuff or horse show coaches screaming or mad dads....or mean husbands ...or wives.........its unreal how kind and they just love the kids....who run around the library laughing and playing.....no one gets mad.....they all celebrate any effort. -- parents drop their kids off just because they know theuy will be safe........we keep tyring to tell women....these women are not models or super models....who cares..........we all are just literally in awe of how they try to help all kinds of peopel ......i listen to theri service of such wide range of people and needs......their tone and kindness..........just sit there and shake my head .........colelge prof sand mean doctors and some mean nurses too...........here........are the angels of angels who dont want to be called hangles .....u can hear them a mile away just like here....i can hear peples hewarts and just lack the words or what to say........they are a perm part of me whethr they know it or not......same with people here......u have no idea how we really feel......no way to put ti into words....throw away the stupid mirrors.......or stupid notions that men are visual... or want dolls.........we run from dolls.....

[Hidden in reply to Hidden]

i woudl go into the library for a lot of reasons.....but in the background is the humanity of the librarians and indirectly restores and heals me....helps me regain trust and reverses my feelings about people......(i dont hate people....i dont apprecaite how mean people seem to run over everyone and feel entitled.....) .....a safe haven for the kind people and they never laugh at anyone being human ....how refreshing.....vs clincial iceburgs......i worried about freinds but no way to get to this site...in total survival mode and ur always with us....ur always with us....worried abuot friends....their loneliness their battles with health conditions the felllowship here......etc.....wish everone coudl be and feel wanted and valued.......we do that as eveyrone knows ehre.....we start with listenting to each other not......the one that speaks for everhone as in some patriarchal or matriachal familes........

here

everyone has a voice and is heard by lc and all

how we feel is honored not

the right way

the corect way to fee;l t

go along withthe doctor or no bitching

when in fact its oftem more than justiified.......

here people are listened to

sallute that greatly

[Hidden]

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