Not trying to get but u have to understand my ex was never interested in me just the house
Her upbringing and around horse women who hate men. Fortunately a subset
No gender war here w here I live and the nicest people. Floor s me
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Sounds like the time to get a new ex 
in reply to Smarticus
hey- where u been- not trying to bash my ex- but everyone assumes its always the husband efen damn counsleors and family........toher way around........abusvie women exist......try to find someone who will listen
incompatable differnces
Smarticus in reply to
in my very long experience, its time to let her go and move on, you deserve better. HTH
in reply to
all im saying is wilthout bashing- she had dif parenting and wasnt interested in me on any level=......and when u leave innane families want ur scalp.......wrongly.......then peolple say how come u have low self esteem.............gee...........but u should have high .............look when no one wants u........actions speak far louder than any words.......when people look downther noses because we work with animals..............yet we are vrey well educated without being predtious..........doctors treat us lke idiots.......not worth the fight.......we are well educated on many fileds.........try finding a friend? that............is thre hardest nut to crack
Smarticus in reply to
"try finding a friend? " be a friend to yourself, spend some time on who you want to be. Ignore women, they are costly lol. HTH
in reply to Smarticus
ive been the only one in my corner since ten nnnnnnnthats what i got busted for......hear u but..........dont disagree on some women.........a dog or the right horse would be good.........dont disagree partner .......been alone most of my life and thus midstunderstood in bad way........thats what got me into trouble .......no one knew me.......hear u though
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just got reamed again for spending time on me........jujst stupdi clueles famlil best ignoredd..........best to ge authentic self.......taken me thriey years to say that.....thats what i got nailed for i the hopstial.........taken me thriy years to let go of what i really want........still tempting..........but it would set us all back ultimately........id tell a buddy.......hear u understnad but dude............he aint worth it...........
in reply to Smarticus
what i want are things socially that requrie connections......i have writetn manhy peopel and it falls on deaf ears....or stratgically to be protective........same results same ith inventions and discussions.............which at cant find.........i learned tricks how to hide thngs under paintings.............say or protest what u want then cover it wht final painting..................many tricks.......prob already know.
in reply to Smarticus
ten bioion billion thank us.........yes- the languages of love also include not sex but humansim and human warmth and contact........63 years ........one hug.
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to my gravious kind kind kind friend........i agree- divorce is not a sin....nto in my =books however nice to find soeone...............with life expereince...............who gets goth sides
standing
ovation of thanks
often feel like custer at the party he foolishiy set off........
another story
thak u thnk u thank u for listening
human companiosnhsip chemistry comapatbity
and humaniss high on my prioirity list
dogs are great if u can afford them too
speaking to the choir
many many many thanks helps so mchh
hey brig!
that's AWESOME!!!! thanks for sharing!!!
what media do you use?
is that on paper?
in reply to 13ga
fihey thanks i misssssssssss my art club eacrulic on canvas
apoltoes for typint
eyes and radio tubes go
lookint for new mother boards
have no idea whats going on with typint
and 4q
in reply to
need new keyboard or dragon program when i strike oil someday lol
in reply to
how do u spell
hey thanks friend......in mandarin????? (hint hint cough cough)
in reply to
show and tell is the best.........im a big kid a5 hear5lotws fo campri43 stories
goiong bllind
yeesh
pacos bill
13ga in reply to
PS: haven't looked @ dragon in some time - but i know way back when; there used to be a free version....
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and dragon aside - i'd be shocked if there wasn't an open-source dragon alternate available for free to end users....
...
ah screw it... just did very quick look see...
this looks like a candidate.... haven't tried it - but looks promising....
looks like avail for windows / linux; not sure bout mac
in reply to 13ga
hey man- first of all .......i usually never reach outsecond i usually get whacked if i do
third- its rare tha5 someone even tries to help me
and doesnt chew my ass
so........any help
is appredia5ed
just the thought is a big help
friends or resou4ces
very rare
thank
u
13ga in reply to
hey brig - happy to help... and i know what u mean... i'm not one to ask for help either... don't want to deal w/ getting turned down.
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also - i wouldn't want to disappoint you... so if you need me to whack your hand, or chew out your ass... just let me know!
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if ya do check that out - lemme know what you think of it...
ttyl
in reply to 13ga
juar fyi i usually send myselr mail or do a dear abby hintsth thing and send it 5o myselr
puppets are fun.......adn company
13ga in reply to
brig - i'm glad to hear you send yourself stuff... we need to do whatever we need to do to feel good, or get a smile...
and doing the dear abby thing - that actually sounds alot like journaling... which is kinda like talking to someone else - but just writing it down in a journal... this is a very healthy and therapeutic thing to do!
helps with processing!
in reply to 13ga
true- thanks helps a lot........still nice to have trusted people or comrades or something........i was isolated livint with a shister abuser of his wife.......u end up talkng to yourself or sending mail to yourself.......so cut off after 18 months u crave any conversation with reg person......u woiuld think shrinks woudl get it........oooh dont tell shrinks nothing
in reply to
i learned so much over there- one was to bike and just sit......soak up the peopel and dont tour.........just soak up and learn.......lessons and peopel everywhere.........teh slower u go the more u see of course......layers and alyers and layers........fascinating
built for walkintg history every two feet
peole here in a hurry
13ga in reply to
holy crap, brig!!
looks like you blew a gasket or something !!! lol
but i think i got gist.... acrylic on canvas - very nice!!!
not sure bout the next line - i think you're saying your eye's are shot - and maybe there's radio tubes in your head that need replacing?? LOL
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well no worries, my friend - real friends like you with shot eyes, and questionable radio tubes in your head and all !!!!!!
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are you looking to replace the ex with a new motherboard???
that might not be a bad idea!!!!! i might replace CURRENT soon to be ex w/ a new motherboard!!!!!!!
heheh
keep paintin n postin !!!
in reply to 13ga
western humor partner- no radios out in the woods with the cows
where u thikn all the tall tales come from
cowboy humor
ya when i was born i 1282... .......ah .......cole as hell in the damn casstles........spooky too man........winds whisl53 fhrough thosethin damn things
in reply to
hey man rodeo is all abou5 trust
always good to meet ur pickup man
draww the bullw off u
now those are stories of hidden heros
thanks partner...................got yer back jack
in reply to
ya......give me a horse anyday
havint a hell of a time with thiw keyboared
think burned out most of the main frame
lol
the wirint is a mess...........maybe just bypass.......lol
13ga in reply to
yea - feel your pain;
my KB acting up too... lots of repeats and sometimes skipped letters....
and i'm a touch typist - so it's drivin me up a wall.
saddest of all i have 3 or 4 keyboards layin around - i've just been unmotivated to replace it.... !! :-|
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also - bought this 1 100yrs ago; and it's by FAR my fav keyboard ever - keys are located in the RIGHT places!!! so i really hate to part with it!!
one of the few KB's with the control key where it outta be!!! just to left of "A"!!!!
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i could setup a macro to reprogram a new keyboard - but i'm not even motivated to replace it; let alone reprogram a new one.... sigh !!
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"plumbers wife syndrome" if ya know what i mean...
in reply to 13ga
get it.......the carpenter with the kitchen still undone........lol........who doesnt need elves or minions.........god finally gd literallist doctors..........confront humor omg what morons........dont know metaohors dont udnerstand humor the death of humor
omg what idoits.........when life si falling apart? Party!!! omg shrinks are idiots
when ur starving? what do u want on your chips? or steak? hey how was the pub?
yokes yokes yokes............oh in beer too............
when ur freezing
damn its hot..........thank god they are coming out with new swimmsutis in jan
13ga in reply to
omg, brig you crack me up!!!!!
i live for laughs!!! i have no choice... if i didn't - i'd be balling my eyes out all the time.
13ga in reply to
omg - you crack me up!
so "western humor" - does that mean you reside across the pond?
in reply to 13ga
yes - in the states as u all used to say in the good or great days.......spent lots of time in southern england...........lots............5 times in the imperal war museum people who made sense.......school system that made sense.........lots of stories .......ive tried to say thak u......e.no ones interested......harder to get poushbised
me my saddles wer 45 years old.............try to tell people.......i knwo what i like........tough reliable .........like the old range rovers and our old trucks........relable feels right........dont mess withit.........no one gets it..........learned sooooooooooooooo much during my time there........1975........when safe..........americans................u mean people are different in the rest of the world?
noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
clue
less
in reply to
tbiggest mistake we ever made was not to rebild britian
our ally
(sp)
our only one
with the marshal plan
cant talk to americans.......they are just test takers........4 mins after trhe test
they cant rememger anyiting
when i was in britain
u stood up
and discussed teh subject
can bs school masters like in the us of stupid a
totally right
13ga in reply to
(education)
holy crap brig - you don't wanna get me started on education!!!!!
i'm in total agreement with you!!!
i'm a very weird fella.... i tend to remember almost anything i learn...
a friend of mine was same way - we used to go to bars - and ask people questions like....
"what's an isosceles triangle"; "what's 10% of 120"; "what's capitol of ..."; you name it - we'd ask... and almost NO ONE could answer any of the questions!!!
we'd even offer paper and pen to figure out 10% of 120 - and only 1 person could answer correctly - our waitress..... but wait - there's more!!!! something possessed me to ask her HOW did she figure it out (without pen / paper)... and she said - are you sitting down? - she said - well x is y% of z and z goes into 120 w times, so w * y% = 12 !!!!!
my friend and i were stunned silent!!!!! she ran 10 miles to do a 5 yard dash !!!!!
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so yep - education sucks here - priorities in completely wrong place. and kids suck too - because neither them nor their parents care enough to value the worth of a REAL education!!!!
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and we pay dearly for it - we are losing our competitive with the rest of the world.... they are gonna eat us for lunch!!!! why? because we've got a bunch of idiots here that don't know the difference between a country and a continent - let alone be able to point to EITHER on a map !!!!!! most can't even pick the right hemisphere !!!!
13ga in reply to
(clue-less)
yep.... i've been wondering where in the world i would go...
when i run away from this he!! hole !!!!
in reply to 13ga
should we work on the warp drive or the transporter or what first? any thoughts? lol
13ga in reply to
(warp or transporter)
brig - BOTH!!!!! work on BOTH!!!!
anything that let's me get outta here - i'm all over it!!!!
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actually - scratch that...
warp drive first!!!!!
then we could search the universe for intelligent life!!!! sure isn't any on this planet!!!!!!! 
in reply to 13ga
amen amen amen
where the hello have u been man
onlu dude who makes any sense
ya man lets get it on.............start the design shit''
l
lets go
how do we get past the asteroids?
13ga in reply to
yea - been tryin to deal w/ my own spit... and not succeeding very well...
asteroids? - that's easy! - "up or down" - obviously with respect to the plane of the solar system, since there's NO up/down in space....
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i'm more worried about the kuiper belt - as that seems tobe fully spheroid... but - i think that not a problem as long as we can engage the warp drive prior to reaching the kuiper belt... the drive should bend space around us - or us around space.... not sure we'll ever know which!!! but who cares - we don't need to know that answer - just need to "make it go" !!!!!
(and get the frack outta here!)
in reply to 13ga
readers digest is famous for humor iw best mediine e5 al
so whhellow is wih5h wshrinks?"
in reply to
all guys in the military know about the buddy system'
guess who dont...............the system that hates the mlitary..........
the buddy system keeps guys alive
in reply to
guess who doesnt knw how exerdise is a stress buster
hin5t hint
the mhs
13ga in reply to
(mhs/exercise)
brig - i WISH i could say i was shocked.
know who else doesn't know how exercise is a stress buster?
better than half of all americans!!!! 
in reply to 13ga
no joke? god........the mhs never heard of robin wililams? never heard of yokes? of readres digest? they are cutting edge? ahhhhhhhhhe.........cutting ed=ge of
ofllllllloh..................the joke that they are the joke by thinkign they are the lead when this all has been known by the major relibions since tme ........i mean mouring and grief is new.......memorials ...........jsut were invetned by the shrinks........
jews gpdont mourn ever
or have wakes.................oh.........no funerals in eyptain times??
in
fascinating..................never talk faith to shrinks theyh are chemi=cal and neuro transiter types..........omg huge mistake to open up.......
omg
im an anthro guy
all cutures have myths............omg mhs is omgt
oh..................yokes...........improv is fun
snl is a hoot
role playing..............that would ge great to have the doctors take their own medicine
oh .................laughing on the ceiling tomorrow at three
poppint into chalk paintings
and want to go to india with uncle?
my car does go chitty chitty
lol
13ga in reply to
brig - you got me ROTF lol'g!!! and i can NOT possibly thank you enough - with my present state of mind - i really needed that!!!!!
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as for what you say about shrinks - you DO know what the qualifications are to become a shrink -- don't you????
you have to be SERIOUSLY mentally ill to begin with - then you must go thru therapy to become close to stable - and THEN you get license to practice psychology !!!!!!! ROTFLMAO !!!!!!!
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you do chalk paintings too? please post!!
in reply to 13ga
i was used to very advanced riding coaches.......very........like multimple gold medalswas used to very advanced surgeons........blow ur mind in vet med.
i was used to a good marital counselor right before i went into the hosoptal
so.......i automaticallu trusted this guy
whoa
stupid
had no idear the games and laundry lists of ethical violations and insults........
no idea how superficial doctors are.........i do now.......
scary stupid
like othey er worlds and rule su have to fgure out.........
that jsut hte starrt as they can and will do anthign they want.......forget human rights and lawyers and
anyhow......... l t
taken me a long time to fguure out
p;rogagly neuro and medical and drug orietn
duh
and lousy at psychotherapy
good peple to avoid
what not to do .....those are lessons too
who not to emmjulate
those are lesson too in the long run............
the scary thing was he had state pwoer- was metting up with hosital peoelpole clearnly sent by him sayig things ony he nj=
knew and called my residentcy five stares away later.........
and made secret deals with my family that i had geen trin to get away from for yearss......
goes on and on.........i had no idea.........he was a VC lover and set me up........
i had no idea.........biases
i said one thing........he misinterpreted and totally fucked me.........he didnt check or ask did i gtet that righ.............nope...............totally fucked me.............all wrongt.........
i
he isnt worth......it ultamately...........takes a lot fo will power to not do certain things
and just end it once and for all
mono
on
mono
in reply to 13ga
god..........what did i say.............so grateful u let me konw....i was jsut venting finally letting the abscess out...........depression is anger internaliszed of course which luna knows andwhy she and others let me vent............or in another modelthe pressure cooker.........
lower the heat
let off steam
cool it donw
but dont let the stream accumulate
always allow exersions and venting
many wauys fo venting
or using the energy t
u can divert those energies into exerciss and burn it off etc.......
commmoon knowldte but u are helping me rememger as they wipsed out my memorises.........still coming back
have a lto of amnesia............cant remember
goals?" cant remember............lost my everhting
dont rememger just surviving
til someone jogs my memeories
in reply to 13ga
any thing or any form of p;gment is game.........like native amerian when i was gettngt desperater...........used cardoard panels .........anyhtingi did a 18 x 20 mural on a bualiding
try to promote it
try to promote anyh artists
chalk would be fun
have treid pastels...........cools
and pencils..........whoa some very cool artists............easier to control than my paitnign
which i m jsut so so
have to udnestand my family and ex weere
why would u want a webpage of ur art?
same with the college- oh ..........artists.........uh.........oh aniimal professors........oh.....ya
want the club back show and tell for everone
but whoa thanks..........what to say thnk u..........wow
in reply to 13ga
oh,,,,,,,,,sorry ..........the reference to the chalk paiinting was out of mary poppins and laughting on the ceiling.........time when i was isolated and very alone.........u know u satrt to thik of the funiest thigs and its hilariouis ........and so right..........the whole movie u study and the who thought this darn thing upo and anywna.........hilarious poping in and out fo chalk apaintisngs and 'hidden talent of a othersiwse chimeny sweep.............silly guy off to india in chitty chitty band bang................hillarious...............adn no pne got upset..........
im off to india
okay ........have fun..........say hello to the tigers and eleoohats or whatever
good lessons..........hilarriuos
candy that was a flop but turnedinto dog candy
hmmmmm good lessons........
ok i was alone at the time cut off................
no radior or tv or books
so funny
in reply to 13ga
hey- since the gov wont listen..........lets take some barren land in the west.........and divert the mars flights to there............let them play and save lost crews and a trillih dolars we can use elsehwere...........everyone wins............
oh til a hiker walks up and say...........hey man.......whicih way to st louis?
hmm mght have to reithink iths (ie they already do this of course.........ta spend a trillion dollars to explroe a known hunk fo barren rock.............we know it is already..............and i used to be pro nasa..............hello............not now..........we do not needcoujd to know the compsoiton fo the juiter more than nwo..............millons that sould be used elswere
sorry nasa.........love u.............but that luzuery time............
) but tongue and cheek poiltical satire helps me disgtuse my
wthello???? a triiion dollars? for what?
i should be an old time street cop or boy guard
or
or
miltary no lont
ger an optonpp
shocked that peoare ple want protec5 predito4w
preditors
in reply to
i lived overseasive worked with horses all my life
im shocked that mental health is so naive and ultra left
and
don5 hurt the mugger types
incredulous
wonder why we haf breakdwnsw
in reply to
ir u do not have selr preservationi will nor
protect teaxh or escort u
Happy Ted Bundy fate day......celebrating for a week......he will never be cold and im glad..........the mhs is stupid about non violet
Happy father ho fate day.......same
Happy beautiuful kind endotthelial dove and song bird days
Happy neutrophil and tK cell complement days.........god bless
Happy S ons And S ons day........long live those who dare.....the best of the best of the best
Happy US M achine Company Day and Jolly Greene JeansHapppy puff the magic dragon day...........
confession- scared spitless of most women.........they know exactly how to hurt u and whats a guys supposed to do..........cant argue or hurt women...........they can and say anhting do anhytingcrucify u work together etc..........for what..........u de enemy to them........not all but been through it hundreds fo times................the politics and so forth........whats worse.......my family '
oh women can do no wrong
they never fight just men
omg
women will tear a kind woman apart and why we protect them
teh evil queens things
the jelous mother in law thing
shrinks are so obivious...........unreal unreal how clueles sthey are unreal
in reply to
the toughestpartisans were not men..............shrinnks are ungeivable how could anyone be so clueless.................unreal...............;pisssed off women in revenge of their men..........god help u.........ruthless
in reply to
my mother and sisters
women never fight
its always men
omg
if my pen name were catherinei could say or write or think as i please
in our world.........
ironic
oh god if a man says it its scarey and threatening.......
u just wait til the women or a celeb says it..........then its real or ok
its hilaroius that the mhs sys5em doesn know tha5 horse women are a subset of woman and total mericinaries.........totally clueless but of course they are the shrink........hilaroius.........
no wonder the radio tubes blew ...........like talking to an east coast person where water is abudnant
dude in the west........its stop raining on july 4th................til sept..........
they dont understand or relate or believe a word u say
diff worlds man
like no water for 50 miles.......long way to walk man...........no water 4 feet dwon bone dry..........
like trees explode in fires dry..........
peopel tell u are full of it
other way around..........we grw up there..........they believe a word same as shrink
knock your self out..........care i dont
to my friedn on edudation
ur right esattly
13ga in reply to
yes indeed!!!
brig - you keep me smiling, and keep me thinking !!!
oh if only everyone were like me.....
no wait - scratch that!!!! i can barely stand myself - let alone of world filled w/ me's !!!!!!!!
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