not all people respect empathy or trying to be kind or decent.....my staff at the college walked all over me and saw my kindness as a weakness as have many in the horse world.....however the best riders in the world are very very kind and very qiuat ....and certainly not hard on people or students......
this site and people re very different.....I'm very very protective and appecaiteve of people that have been so kind to me.....empahty i respect thanku all.....
Thank you Brig for just being you 
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my mother was a titan and rival and critic her nature....and people at the college seem to think they are special because they are professors who are just glorified teachers as I'm fourth generation academia......totally overblown...its the so called lower or beginning level teachers that are essential......
people here.....take beat up people........and offer them peace solace.....and help heal u........their kindness.....a tribute to them and refuge from the mean people.....and society who judge kind people mistakenly as weak......other way around of course.....
I'm so impressed and in awe of the patient kind people in theowrld....here too......
this is their tribute....
sesntiviety is a gift to people raised by titans and battle cruisers....
cant tell u how i wish is knew what tot say
our self image is bult bythe sentimaents of others....just like dogs kicked or dots cared for and loved.......
people here have been kicked around and we are all comforted by the people who are so kind to us beat dogs.......cant thank u enough
loveng people are seen as weak......whereas they are treasures and to be protected andnor honored.......loving people help heal the world....thank u ho
real men appreciate people of peace.....
to all nurses and care givers of all forms- think what a difference u make for the vulnerable.....alone, forgotten, unwanted, vulnerable....trapped inside their body and ailments.........then .....despite all the demands of their jobs......caretakers of all kinds.......stop for a moment................to giver her the kindness she deserves after working a whole lifetime.........giving someone the time of day and helping to preserve her dignity................impossible for me not to be impressed or moved of moved of moved.....of moved..................just think about her nurse ....holding...her hand..........what that must mean to her...............a trillin emotional dollars......or what that would mean to her husband seeing a caretaker be kind not mean ......or a grandson..........being kind to a beloved grandmother or aunt...............think how impressed they would be and learn through u..........just watching u be sooo comforting.......woww
just think ......what a difference u make for her loved ones......knowing she is in your care and not others.........huge respoinsiblity we know............so thankful UU....are there.......for our loved ones.........
i adore ..the elderly......and to watch some of the people work with them......i leave in total .....awe...........thank u for finally being allowed to share that..........many or most of us have never been around nurturing people and the strgnth it takes......a diffrent kind of emtoional strnght.......just in totlal shock and awe....that people can do that......what planet do these people come from....ive never seen anyting tlike it..........awe....
complicated.....appreciate it...i see a doe as a doe....whose the senstive one? but the doe isnt going to be mauled not on my watch.........cant stand to see animals suffer needlessly anymore seen sooooooo much and of course that doenst show on the outside and my family looks donw their noses (no longer care- just care what my friends are going through)....i went in to anesthesia to reduce suffering and pain...the art...like u do with listening and dolphin through listening and comforting........such a powerful aid when one grows up like most of us......no one listenign without twisting things or jumping to the wrong conclusions or turning it around...........and dump on the person trying to talk.....u know the drill..........men hate senstive men and my tough tough b ossy family think im one of those...and are embassarssed...........we all have tough sides and tender sides we only share with certian hihghly highly trusted people...........then they thinj wow what a cream puff he is......
u only show your tender side to very speciifc people......u only share personal details or talk about how cool trees are with v ver very trusted people. .........wonder some time=s if people get that...and how rare a friend is in our business......
tough to see good people suffer and then rejected for stuff they cant control.....a car accident leaves them paralyzed.......a farm accident they lose a leg.........they fall on the stairs and break a pelvis ....now they have internal injuries or RA - can use their hands and live with constant pain and loss of hope and loss of self esteem......and andna who would want me ? and and and andndnda......
it kills u........thankful they have pets and plants and freind who love them.....as is.......most always think......who would want me??? u try and tyr and try to tell them.........but......why must the good people suffer and not the crows........not the weeds.........always the flowers..........so wrong......yep that life........yep yep
hey pal...........try living in their shoes for a week......then sound so cocky....
soooo unfair what many people have to deal with......and finances and annand
Severe emotional pain and rejection 
This IS “feeling normal” for me
Heart broken. Bitter-ish
TYGIF (thank your God its Friday)
