Why does feel is like taking a long time to find a guy that I am attractive?

other guy I met already had a girlfriend and already knew it imitate by tall guys because of bad experience of guys trying to push into asking about guys genital and will not stop. another guy that was taller was guilting tip and doing love bombing while i was underage of 14 and he knew that i would wait for sex even know he kept trying to push me into the sex. I did have relationship but did dump him after all things. he still end getting mad and pissed and will seem to have the type of being super scared of tall guys , I am on short side of avenge women. I do not know what my height is. I ok with dating a shorter guys or a guy near my height. dated a mixed of guys in college and none of them lasted.

more then one ex boyfriend were cheater. did dump them if they going to cheat, another ex boyfriend want toxic and I dump. I am not sure why do I get even find a guy that i am attractive even know i very bad experience ex boyfriend's. I had 9 ex boyfriend's. yet still get compliments by man every time i go out and always comment about my attractive. I am just getting really pissed of meting very creepy tall men that i do not want to go out with them for reason.

[Tara52]

The last and best boyfriend I had I wasn't attracted to physically when I first met him. After spending time with him in a group setting for about a year and got to see how kind he was I really began to be drawn to him. . He was very shy but had good character. We finally started dating and I grew to be very physically attracted to him. I would suggest to take your time to get to know someone first. The guys who I dated in the past who were the most attractive often were selfish jerks!