So some of you may know my ex ended our 5 year relationship (which is partly a good thing because i had endured his emotional abuse and unfaithfulness all throughout).
But I feel like a failure. I was supposed to be in medical school by now, but being with my ex lowered my GPA (I’m doing grade repair in a second program right now). I feel like I have let my parents down - they never forced me to be a doctor, but I wanted to save people since I was a child and I wanted them to be proud of me while I did it.
Most of my friends have jobs and are renting their own place already. I’m still living at home, depressed about the breakup. I feel useless. Even worse, my ex told me i’m the worst girlfriend ever and he is already seeing other people.
I feel like nothing good will ever happen. I don’t know what I’m living for. What can I do?