I'm trying not to think about that friendship I ended but it's so hard. Yesterday my sister ( best friend) asked me if I miss her kids. And yes I do it hurts so much having to get use to not seeing them. I have always gotten to attach to kids because I don't have my own. But if I would stop seeing them I think it would be the most painful thing in my life. My sis has 3 kids know I just don't see my life with them not in it I love them way to much I have been there since they were burn and it would tear me not being able to be in their lives. But now loosing those 4 kids when I would babysit them is hurting me so bad. I can erase all the pictures but I can't erase my memories. 💔 maybe I won't be able to see my other friend either since they are relatives so it's 2 more kids I won't see anymore. I guess that's the issue when all your friends are mothers and you get attach to them. Bye Nata, bye jj, bye vee, bye sebas and goodbye friend. 😢
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