Why do I always very sad soon to be birthday again?

My birthday is on 15 of July and I am can happy about it sometimes other times sad another times. now that I bad news from my mum that i have stay home on my fucking birthday again thanks for my younger sister got tested from covid19 and come back positive , my last birthday was same thing of couldn't even go out. I am not looking forward for this birthday coming up. I just fell that always seem to be on my birthday that I can't do anything thing and yet is always in July and I hate that month so much every other people. it depends on my moods. it always seem to happen to me that I get the unfair treatment . I get hay fever around summer season . I just wished that I has diffident birthday instead one in July . I always felt younger and I hate being young . I just want to get older to . younger people has more bad things happen to younger people . yes I am still single and looking forward for group but now that I can't even go to it .

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I'm sorry you won't be able to spend your birthday doing something you want to do.

I would like to say happy birthday to you in advance

Happy Birthday 🎂

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Happy belated birthday!! April isn't any better. Don't know if the weather is going to be raining or snowing. Then there's a wedding anniversary or another birthday. I know of six birthdays or anniversaries within a week of my bday. Seems everyone would rather think of them than me.😒