I feel like I'm becoming jaded

[Ganeshh]

I am currently moving into my new place since struggling for 8 months to find a place, and for some reason i've been more angry lately. I don't think its a side-effect of my medication, but I've been having to get through some toxic people and I feel like its made me jaded. I almost have no patience with those I love now, and I don't know how to stop. I guess I'm afraid of getting hurt again if let my guard down, any advice for loosening up?

[Fruitsofspirit]

I been getting upset easily these days, I started feeling hateful. This isn't me. I was really miss who I really am. Got into mediations. For me I wanted God words to be part of. Each day I really had to make myself. It started helping so out of month adding bible study. Realize that we aren't meant to be stressed, depression any of this hurt and pain tears etc. This isn't God plan for us. He wants us to have love, joy, happiness. To give our burdens to him. I'm to seek him first in all things. I use to have that. I'm starting to feel me coming back