I've been fighting so hard for myself the last couple of years. I put myself through school, I worked my ass off to pass all my classes. I'm on my last step to get to the career I want and the career I have been pushing for for the last 2 years and now I've hit such a wall.
Honestly I haven't just hit the wall in my education but in my life. I'm crying more often, starting to have more panic attacks, and I just feel like I'm having a huge mental breakdown that isn't just lasting for a moment it's just continuous.
I don't know what to do anymore. I don't know how to ask for help. I don't want to be calling up some of my friends and saying the same thing over and over or even calling them just crying all the time like who wants to be around someone like that?
I just don't know what to do anymore. I was doing so good for those 2 years and now I feel like its all falling apart. Like i'm falling apart.
XOXO
Jay.