My friend helped me just now. I learn about the Bible with him and we had a chat together. He showed me some nice verse that show I matter. I find them hard to believe tbh but at least it gives me something to think about.
He then told me that creation is for everyone and encouraged me to spend time just slowing down and enjoying wildlife. It got me thinking that its true that its all there for everyone - the scenery, animals, plants, food, beautiful things - and so it shows that everyone matters. It helped me alot. Thats how I see it anyway.
I also ate some nice food that he dropped off at my house. I havent had anyone cook me any food in a long time! It was so needed because I havent eaten since yesterday.
I really need to learn to look after myself better and I got some really needed encouragement there. I know my experience may not resonate with everyone but it may do with some. I just wanted to update you that I am feeling better than my last post now. I want it to last but I know life has ups and downs. But Im grateful things are better for now.
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