haha..

[magicly_rose]

i can't, i really can't. my boyfriend just told my mother about my sh and about all that's been going on with me and she hasn't come to speak to me or just I DON'T KNOW. i haven't even heard her speak about it at all. i just came closer and heard her speaking about the toast she's going to do at her best friend's wedding and i just want to fucking die.

[magicly_rose]

haha she's probably just going to come to my bed at night and tell me how cutting isn't good and how i just need to pray and to focus in school haha..