I don't want to anymore.

[maskedjinn]

Lately I've just been feeling like I can't anymore.

I don't want to bother trying to talk to others cause I'm too tired of trying and it's hard to keep up with college work when I get shit tons in a week to do.

When I'm sad no one realises, my friend has her own crises and everyone is there for her but she won't fucking care about me.

Guess I'm going to be left to drown alone.

T. H. A. N. K. S

I don't want to go to college tomorrow cause I have to pretend I'm ok when all I want to do is cry.

[amw1715]

I get it I do the same . But we need help and we need others to release the burden of what we carry. I hate being vulnerable with others but you can’t get through it alone. I get up and fake it till I make and eventually I make it. Tell some one you never know what comes back to you.

[maskedjinn in reply to amw1715]

I have no one to tell.

[LovelySnow in reply to maskedjinn]

Well, you have this site. It's a start.

[maskedjinn in reply to LovelySnow]

I posted here so people can give me advice or help on what to do because no one around me can help.

[LovelySnow in reply to maskedjinn]

That's good! People are really nice here. I don't have good words of wisdom, but I know it sucks to try and put on a happy face for others. :/

[amw1715 in reply to maskedjinn]

Find some one, college may have free counseling service or support group too. Maybe a teacher can recommend someone or college health center. Glad you at least have this website in the meantime. One day at a time stay busy go to school tomorrow it will at least distract you for a bit

[Hidden]

Hi, I know how painful it is to go through depression alone. This site has a very good support network so oh have the support from all of us. I know how isolating and stressful being a student can be especially when you are coping with a mental health issue. Have you told your friend how you are feeling - sometimes we are so caught up in our own problems that we can’t see other people’s.

If you are not already go to the doctor and tell them about the way you are feeling. They are paid to listen to you. It is very brave of you to open up the way you are feeling on this site as I know it is not easy. I hope things get better for you soon.

[maskedjinn in reply to Hidden]

Thank you

[teekay21]

You are not alone! I feel like this time in life is based off of how everything looks to everyone else. It’s hard to separate and ignore what you’re “supposed” to feel. Even though it is really difficult right now, but it will be better for you in the long run!!! Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem!

[RLK2017]

I know that feeling very well. My bestfriend of 15yrs has showed her true colors. I know what it feels like to feel that there is never anyone around when YOU need them. But yet trying to make new friends feels impossible!! Keep your head up cause the only true friend we have is ourselves! Hope you feel better.

[Hollick]

Its hard to pretend you're well, when your not. Mask, I wish you all the strength and courage it takes, I believe you/we can all confront our demons when we're down and low. God bless us all through times of trying hardship. My daily mantra, 'this too shall pass', think of how true that really is, believe and practice it.