Had an off-day

[Marysblue]

Today I had a televisit with a new student therapist, the one i had graduated. I spent an hour telling him my horrible life story and it was so painful to think about. It's just overwhelming all the trauma that I've been through.

I was already stressed cause I got a call about getting a dog today. I think I want a dog cause I'm so alone but I swore I'd never get another one when my last dog died . it hurt me so bad , worst grief ever . there's a bunch of reasons besides that that I don't want a dog but it sure would be nice to have some company here. It's really hard to make decisions when you're depressed .

Feeling better now. Just wasn't the day I expected.

[Iammesues]

I’m a dog lover. It’s a lot of work with larger dogs

[goldieoldie]

Hello Maryblue,Im sorry to hear that you are feeling lonely,and no one there to share your feelings ,not even a dog,;It will be 2years com March when I had to get my six yr kitty put down ,it was heartbreaking as im sure you can understand having had your dog,I vowed then I would not have another cat....as I want to travel-or by the time this Virus is over ,it will be too late-havent anyone to travel with and everything is so different ----Im older and wiser,and cant really see a way round it........I too have had a traumatic life---its awful having to pur your heart out to a therapist---hoping this person can helpm you to move on..please feel free to pm me anytime -IM in the UK so timespan differs....hoping you will feel less lonely soon.

[Marysblue in reply to goldieoldie]

Thank you. You do understand. I've always said I wanted to travel more than anything but I don't have anyone to go with me either.

[goldieoldie in reply to Marysblue]

Well who knows whats ahead of us Im quite fit though I have had practically 2years of Anxiety &stress.I think we spoke before or communicated;life as they say is too short and I would just love to feel free and to travel where and when .have you travelled anywhere exciting ,or spent time in a favourite town,place.....

[SmilesLots in reply to Marysblue]

I have the same issue. I would like to travel and have no travel partner. I joined travel groups on meetup.com and I might be going on trip with them in Sept 2021. You might want to check it out.