Getting it off my chest

The up and down emotions are exhausting at timesThe overthinking is exhausting at times

The hormonal changes take energy from my body

I don't know if it's PMDD or just a hormonal imbalance

I don't know what the doctor will advise me on Friday, but I'm going to share each symptom, even the embarrassing ones.

I don't enjoy the shadow of withdraw symptoms that linger and try to captivate my mind, in a terrifying way.

It hurts having a feeling like heartbreak trailing after me so many days a month.

I don't want to cry so often

I don't want to feel anger without cause

Or from a cause within my body that makes it difficult to be relaxed.

The feelings try to overtake peace in my body and mind, but even at their worst, the peace of God surrounds and fills me, and through HIS strength, it never consumes or overtakes me.

I won't quit, because of God.

I will endure, persevere and conqueror because of God.

I will live because of Jesus Christ and today I will boldly speak this faith even in the midst of feelings that may seem quite opposite.

God has an answer, whether it's further tests, medicine, whatever means HE uses, HE is my answer and my healer. All my praise is to the Lord, for HE alone is the One who has saved me.

God bless you all

Jesus Christ loves YOU! ❤️🙏🏼

[fauxartist]

Will you please preach elsewhere, it's not the forum for it here.... if you want to talk about your mental health issues....that's great.

[hypercat54 in reply to fauxartist]

I agree faux. We don't want or need preaching on this site.

[hypercat54]

I am pleased he helps you but please don't preach at the rest of us. This is NOT a Christian based site and is open to all faiths no matter who your god is, and to non believers equally.

There are plenty of sites which would be more suited to this.

[kenster1 in reply to hypercat54]

no punt intended but looks like they did quit.

[Shnookie]

I am Jewish and been on this website for over 4 years. I am tired and disgusted of people who believe that Jesus is their Lord and Savior trying to impose their beliefs on other. There R people of many beliefs, religions and non- believers on HU. This is not the venue to speak about you Christian beliefs. Please seek out a Christian website. One of the most important things about HU is tolerance