And I told my mother ☺️

[Kirinita]

So...after getting influenced from here, I decided to talk to my mom and I did. Her reaction was definitely not what I was expecting ....she went silent for a while which scared me and few moments later she came with the idea to visit therapist.

I dun know if am visiting therapist but it's good that I don't have to pretend to be happy when m actually not.I am relieved and since then she's consistently making efforts. 2-3 days were really good. Due to covid I m home for last 7-8 months with more free time so in my happy moments I said yes to a temporary job.

But ... these normal days doesn't last long. I have to start from 10th and now m freaking out. Feeling like I made a mistake. Also when I get real stressed my nose bleeds ...is this even a symptom??? Every 15 days I get some new disturbing issues in my body. It has happened to me more than 4 times.

I don't know whether my mental health is affecting my physical health or vice versa.

[Marysblue]

It is a temporary job and you can do it. Glad you were able to open up to your family. And seeing a therapist is a great idea . It sounds like you've got some good things happening.

[Kirinita in reply to Marysblue]

Hope I just don't mess up this time 😬