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[Kellybug]

Born in London, England. Lived mostly in Alberta, Canada. I'm a registered nurse. I've been clean for 17yrs. I've suffered from depression off and on since my early 20's. Mild anxiety started more recently. I've suffered from bulimia since 2005.

I've lost 65lbs in the last 2yrs.

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I’m now 20+ years off a marine I mean massive coke habit thanks to NA and AA...

Depression after my home burned down 12 years ago resulted in my wasting away to look like the people in the Holocaust...

Now I’m mostly mentally and physically healthy,

God I mean Good things do Happen...

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[Kellybug in reply to Hidden]

20 yrs! That's great. I did NA/AA too. Mostly NA. Glad to hear your mostly well. Depression sux. I've felt great for months till last week and it's been wonderful 😊👍

[Hidden in reply to Kellybug]

What happened last week

[Kellybug in reply to Hidden]

Oops I replied to myself 😁

[Hidden in reply to Kellybug]

There is a $55 fine for replying to yourself illegally -

Don't ya know

Catman

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[Kellybug in reply to Hidden]

...lol 😁

[Hidden in reply to Kellybug]

Kb,

I can’t ask anyone to do anything if I don’t do it myself..

My 12 year Agoraphobic self is at da park at 2 AM, chilling and illegally feeding my brew I mean new duck friends. That’s what you get A...

Avoids all my super rough I mean rich Ken Doll and Karen neighbors, that put me in jail twice so far.

Talk more to Freakout3, he knows what he’s taking I mean talking about...

Can’t keep the Catman down for line I mean long...

Chris

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[Kellybug in reply to Kellybug]

I started to get little red flags....more like yellow flags 😁....behaviors that mean I could be seeing the beginnings of a depression. Very scary. I don't want to go back there 😳.

[Hidden in reply to Kellybug]

I don't fear it anymore.

I didn't tell the whole story.

That Guard is Sorry he messed with -

The Catman

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[Hidden in reply to Hidden]

Thanks for the Like.

Can't tell what I did to the little boy

Catman

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[Shnookie in reply to Hidden]

Hi it’s Shnookie. So happy 😀 that U R feeling better and have gained back weight

and appear to look 👀 healthier. My father aunt and grandparents were Holocaust survivors I know the look. Only wishing U good things. I’m here 4 U

Shnookie

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It was rough because I also had liver failure wish made the starvation really painful. My neighbors left a bag of cat food at my door to eat to LOL at me for starving after my house burned down.

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Nice

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My Probation officer brought me a big bag of food from Ralphs immediately when he heard I was starving. This really encouraged me that somebody cared about and remembered me and took immediate action to do something about this. He also brought a Mental Health officer to see if I needed any additional assistance.

They're not as horrible as Youtube makes you think... They're friendly and helpful too...

Catman

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[Shnookie in reply to Hidden]

So happy 😀 that your probation

officer was so kind to U. But always remember if GOD forbid U have a huge loss again U need to eat light food in small amounts. This protects U

from dangerous things I’m here 4 U

Hugs 🤗 S

[Hidden in reply to Shnookie]

Had no $ at the time = no food = starvation and neighbors Happiness

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People aren't as nice as you think Snookers

[Shnookie in reply to Hidden]

Like I said my father was a child Holocaust survivor over 90% of his family was slaughtered by the Nazis in the concentration camps by Nazi sympathizers,etc. Because of my knowledge these horrors and the physical and psychological scars they left behind, I chose to be a compassionate person. I’m so happy 😀 that U R in a better place.

Hugs 🤗 S

[Kellybug in reply to Shnookie]

A terrible time for many. I grew up hearing of such horrific things. My British parents were kids during WWII so they would talk about different things they remembered etc.

[Hidden in reply to Hidden]

Isn’t that a little harsh treatment?

I can gamble I mean handle them

[1OshunDreamer]

Hi Kelly bug, you were suggested but the site to follow because our profiles are similar. Do you mind if I do?

[Kellybug in reply to 1OshunDreamer]

No I don't mind at all... 😊👍💕

[Shnookie]

I’m sorry to hear U have this health condition. R U under a physician’s care ?

I’m here 4 U hugs 🤗 Shnookie

[Kellybug in reply to Shnookie]

Hi Shnookie 😊, yes several 👍. Thank you for the support 🤗

[Shnookie]

Of course. AlwYs here 4 U hugs 🤗 S

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Hb,

It’s amazing how many people I continually offend by helping people...

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[FearIsALiar]

How did you get better with anxiety/depression?

[Kellybug in reply to FearIsALiar]

Counselling, trying different medications till I hit the right one, working with a psychiatrist, went to a 4 week day program that included daily psychiatry, counselling and group learning/support,........ It was like a variety of things that all came together. Quite a journey. At the end of the day the right medication is what really turned things arounds along with the knowledge of what to do to prevent it coming back.

[FearIsALiar in reply to Kellybug]

That’s great

[FearIsALiar in reply to Kellybug]

I hope you can offer support / advice to others on here 😊