Today is my birthday and I keep having these dark thoughts of wishing I wasn’t here. I hate even typing that out but I know some of you can relate. I know I’m not the only one.
I am blessed and loved but my depression doesn’t care about any of that. Life could be so much worse but I feel...despair is really the only word that comes to mind. Then I think how ridiculous that is when there are people who go through living hell in their lives.
I’m prideful and I don’t like my husband and especially my kids to know I’m suffering. I put on a happy face and then sneak to the bathroom to cry my eyes out.
I’ve been really doing good lately, I can’t tell you the last time I had a day or week like this one. I’m not sure what set it off...but I would appreciate some warm thoughts, prayers or good vibes if you can spare them. My name is Laura. Thanks ❤️
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