so I have been dealing with this monster it seems forever.
I go from bouts of extreme sadness 😢 to feeling like my heart is going to jump out of my chest.
I used to take a whole lot of medicine but stopped as I thought I was better. I was wrong. I am afraid 😨 every day and I don't have anyone to talk to. Sometimes I just want to 😢. Plus I have not been sleeping well.