I'm 16 years old and I've been dealing with depression and anxiety since 5th grade. That was the first time I was ever bullied and self harm has been apart of my life for 7 years. I'm not almost 3 months clean but I have very rough days where I cry and I'll stare at the blade scared. I use to starve myself because I was bullied because of my weight but I don't anymore. I think that's it for now .