Need some support...

[Depressedsinger]

My health has been declining recently. I have depression and BPD and somehow they’ve taken over my life... Part of it is my fault because I insisted on repeating the same detrimental mistakes knowing that they were harmful and being able to do better... I’m in so much pain and feel so alone. Can someone help?

[BlueSky125]

I’m sorry to hear that you are having a difficult time right now. What if anything have you tried in the past to manage your depression and bpd. Has any of those things helped. What health issues are you facing?

[judiama]

We can listen! I know it doesn't seem like anything else is going to happen. My health has been bad for a long time. I guess I am lucky, it is my daughter that suffers from severe anxiety and depression. I hurt every day since I hadan accident. I did one wrong thing, not even wrong because it had to be done and I broke my knee and had a bleed on my spine. It took three surgeies and just over six months on a walker. the accident made my daughter's anxiety worse so I tried to not let her see how bad I was. I found a way to do most things and spent less than a week completely o my feet. backs do not heal and I am thinking of asking for a spinal block. I'm sorry but I don't see why you are hurting so much...but I do know that every day I hope I can find peace and I go outside even though I often do not do much. My life cannot end or my daughter's might. I care so much and I am so sorry things are so bad but there are people like me that care and I don't have to know you I just care. It's like when you have some one in ICU and you spent an enormous amount of time there. You see the others suffering and in the end you care as much about them as the person you are there for. I wish I could take away your health issues but I can't. But hear me please I care!

[Yanshiva]

I'm here if u want to talk u are not alone

[Depressedsinger in reply to Yanshiva]

Yes where do u wanna talk?

[Yanshiva in reply to Depressedsinger]

Send me a dm

[Emsthemes]

I am here if you ever wanna talk to someone.

[No1wthayla]

Hi, Depressedsinger.

Once you are caught in a loop of destruction and despair, you have to really look for the good things in your life. If you have had multiple deaths in your family, car accidents, anger issues, fights with family or a spouse, child custody, all of these can feel like a huge block holding you down. You feel like your life will be this way forever.

But push through. You know you have the strength deep down. You are here telling us that you need help. We are here to listen and send whatever comfort we can. You are appreciated here at HU and I hope this site can be as good for you as it has been for me. Knowing I'm not alone has changed my outlook considerably.

Prayers, Love and Light.