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Today I got A Message That I Didnt Accepted For The Job I Wanted After Praying And Praying The Last Couple Of Days To Be Accepted And After Crying And Sleepless Days And Deep Stages Of Depression While Waiting For The Message .. Yesterday I Wasnt Thinking About it much And I Was Feeling Quite Somehow And Careless , And Then I Woke Up Today And The First Thing I Saw Is The Message , I Was A Little bit Sad About it But I Thought To Myself Couple Hours Later " Find Yourself First Before Finding A Job " by This God Maybe Wanted me To "Know Who I Am First , To Build A Connection Between Me And Him , To Build A Confidence And Self-Esteem First " .. This Is Probably The 10th Job I Dont Get Accepted In .. I Already Cried , Prayed , Did My Best At The Interview But This is How it Truned Out , Im Not Gonna Be Sad Or Cry or Ask Why because Im Gonna Find Myself First Before Trying To Do Things That Others Do Or Doing Things According To Other People's Mindset About Things .. Im Gonna Find Myself And Im Gonna Live according to that .

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Smilezz I know it's hard not to be upset about not getting that job, things are tough right now. While having faith is a good thing sometimes you may have to step back and look at facts. Right now unemployment is high and it is hard fit any of us to find a job much less the one we really wanted. Most of all, know that it's ok to be disappointed.

I've always loved to journal when I get bad because it really helps. I don't want to dwell on problems so I never reread my entries. I've had so many lightbulb moments as I'm writing! I've learned a lot about myself that way. Have you ever tried journaling?

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Thank you for replying .. The Way You Spoke Is Inspiring ..Yes I ve tried it sometimes .. It Is Good To Write Your Feelings And Thoughts And Get It out of you !!^^

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I'm kind of in your same boat at the moment. I was furloughed for 4 months and when I was called back the job was eliminated for now. I was assigned to a different department making half my pay. I've had 0 luck on the job hunt but I've learned to step back and look at the bigger picture. In this case I know there are thousands of others in the same boat. Between focusing on the big picture, journaling and forcing myself to not ignore those phone calls from family and friends I feel good. On a scale of 1-10, my anxiety level is around 3 which is manageable for me. I bet you'll be great in the end!

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There Is Always a lesson to be learnt so its not that depressing to me that i didnt get that job .. its not the first time and it probably Wouldve been bad if they accept me idont know but .. its gonna be okay sometimes its just the time to relax and start over again and my anxiety level from 1 to 10 would be in normal days like 4 or 5 sometimes but today is 2.5 .. I Wish You Good Luck My Friend In Every Aspect of your life !!!^^

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