I keep these thoughts inside, when I think of suicide, I just hold on for the ride until I reach the other side.
One day I hope this ends, I don't even have friends. It's been so long I can't remember, I wake up, I cry and whimper, I get so frustrated that I even lose my temper.
Lately it's been getting deep, I toss and turn but get no sleep.
I wonder why this had to happen, I write it down and then start rappin.
I pop a pill so I don't have to feel, but this pain is really real, if you suffer from mental illness, just know that I know the deal.