rejected

[shewolf_]

At night while i’m trying to fall asleep my mind starts to think about my recent breakup. My relationship was toxic, we both knew we needed to separate soon because we weren’t growing together anymore. So stuck in the cycle we both would breakup to make up constantly argue . Unlike me he was strong enough to end things .. and so I felt heartbroken . Not only from the pain and disappointment I was already feeling as the relationship started going down hill but the pain of rejection. I felt unworthy and unloved . When he started to care less about my feelings and pushed me away I felt worthless. I feel so much pain and longing for a person that didn’t love me like I loved them . He didn’t reciprocate the love I would show. Trying to love myself ... trying to move on . But i’m hurt and depressed because I feel alone . I feel like i’m just not good enough like I’m not worth it . Why didn’t he love me like I loved him ? Why did I seem to value the relationship more and still not end up with a happy ending ? It’s just not fair . I feel so sad because I didn’t want things to turn out like this after 4 years .

[Survivingtheworld__]

Sadly this is how things in the world are I had a similar break up. A lot of the times when we’re hurting or suffering from mental illness we choose partners who don’t really fit us. It’s a subconscious thing. You are not worthless u are greater than you even realize. Ik in this time you feel alone but this will pass and somebody is gonna come to you and choose you and your flaws. He was only a season in this life. It’ll be hard but your true king is coming this one just had to get out of the way and make room.

[Roukaya in reply to Survivingtheworld__]

I agree

Very true

I think for those that have mental health issues this really does attract toxic men

I once met someone in Lourdes he was a so called friend

Given my mental health anxiety and loneliness I would contact him snd he would tell me go and find a husband

Very very hurtful but I realise if someone likes you they never treat you like this

I think it is very important to understand yourself snd to be kind to yourself then others will follow

[Hidden]

I'm sorry shewolf_ that that happened. I hope you get over him and move on to something better asap. Good luck.

[Sin_]

Hey I understand that you still feel the pain of rejection and the feeling of unworthiness but understand that not all people are gonna make you feel like that you just fell in love with the wrong person and its ok to be sad or depressed about it for a while then learn to forget please know that love has its ups and downs and that love doesn'thurt loving the wrongperson does so please just wait for the right person that will make you feel loved, worthy, and good enough but for now you have me as your friend and I'll be here for you as long as you want

Ps. Feel free to talk to me when you need someone

[shewolf_ in reply to Sin_]

thank you ☺️