I want to leave this earth. But I won’t. I promise. But that’s what is on my mind and I’m tired of suffering. I don’t want to call anyone or go anywhere. I just need to release this thought and get support until this passes. I just can’t believe one can suffer so much. I’m so on edge so depressed and anxious exhausted and I just want it to get better but I don’t see it happening. Praying.