I take a medication called topamax. They have me on it as a mood stabilizer but it really has messed me up. Ever since I started it, I tend to forget the simplest of things like where I am or what I'm doing and I tend to misplace things really easily. The worst part though, I am losing my memory. I can't remember ANYTHING before the age of 12 and even my other memories are almost fogged over. I can pick out tiny bits and pieces but it's just not there anymore. What sucks even more is what I can recall is mostly the scrappy things that have happened to me. Even my memories from after staring the medication are the same.
I know the internet isn't a good source for this kind of thing but I looked up the side effects of Topamax and a common one is memory loss. I have been complaining of this since I started the medication and they even took me off of a different one because of it and my doctors didn't think to mention it? I've decided I'm going to tell them of my discoveries at my next appointment and ask to have them start singing me off of it. We should probably try another medication anyway because my anxiety has been worse than it's ever been the last few months and this medication has done nothing to help.I
I just needed to rant because even though I found out about this three days ago, I'm still pretty pissed off.