I have a very strong suicidal desire at the memont. But this even not the worst thing, I feel extremely tried and depressed. My irritability can't be described. I can't handle this for 5 minutes more. It's almost the worst memont in my life i can't imagine myself surviving just these next hours.
I feel locked in hell every memont is the worst. I'm not handling this. I'm at college right now and i can't understand why can't i just die.
This is not like any other time