If you had the time to read this then reply please
I have fibromyalgia. My sister just told me it is cause by high emotional stress like severe depression and anxiety or a psychological traumatic event. I didn't know that. She doesn't know I face this emotional stress though. For as long as I can remember I've been down. I don't know how it feels like to smile or be hapoy. I live in a deep hole called rock bottom and I don't know how to climb up. I have my first therapy appointment in two days but why do I feel like even that won't help and I will stay in this feeling forever. Their is no reason for me to be sad but I am. School life is good and I have parents and siblings. But why am I always down for no such reason. I want to leAve this place called a world but I also don't want to die. I don't know what to do. I am stuck in the middle.