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[Luberomi]

I do not want to be negative, but I like to write when I am sad:

Today I went to a place that had previously gone, for to look for information ... I felt extremely strange, the person did not understand me, I tried to explain several times what they had previously told me about that service, I even spoke more slowly. Such was my despair that I was about to tell him if I could talk to another employee.

I know that I should not take anything personal but it is undeniable to have feelings and feel them ...

Another pain that I carry is ... how horrible it is to feel without help, and less of a person who gave you life, which has no opinion at all as for defending myself and my material things which I obtained with two jobs ... obviously the one that mainly has to do that is me. but I also think that sometimes one has relatives or friends who answer for one. It hurts so much that they don't see your efforts, ... I don't know what they intends.

Someone said: “when you want to communicate something ... you say it clearly”.

I've also been thinking about the person who was with me, I suffer from Major Depression, my weeks sometimes go well.

He was literally my everything because if I didn't understand something, just a picture of the paper was enough ... and he explained to me.

I've been here for 3 years and I don't understand why I don't stand out.

Negative thoughts bloom when these things happen to me.

🌷🎀 but today I did many things 🎀 😊 ... yey !!! 🎀🌷 🦄🍪🍂🧚🏻‍♂️🧚🏻‍♀️

we must be grateful that there are support communities to say what one feels.

[Daisymom]

Hey L! I read a lot of posts… Often I don’t know what to say so I don’t if I can’t be helpful… But that doesn’t mean you’re not being heard. I’m sure many people are reading your posts… Sympathizing with you… Sending Good thoughts and perhaps many benefiting so keep reaching out even if you don’t hear back Don’t feel like you’re invisible. I see you 😌

[Luberomi in reply to Daisymom]

Thanks 😊 🧚🏻‍♀️ 🌷🎀🍪🍂🦄🧚🏻‍♂️

[Daisymom in reply to Luberomi]

🍡🦋🎈🎊🍣🍪🍪🍪🍪🍪🍪🍪🍪🍪🍪🍪

[Luberomi in reply to Daisymom]

Is too hard when I try to explain something and the people don't understand.

I am confused, some people understand me well some of them not

🤔😒

[Daisymom in reply to Luberomi]

Is English your first language?

[Luberomi in reply to Daisymom]

No

[Daisymom in reply to Luberomi]

I understand… Translation apps and services aren’t always helpful either… I think emojis are great for the universal language! 🍪🦋🍣🎁😍

[Helpu in reply to Daisymom]

Well put. 🥇

[NeuronerdDoaty]

None of us likes to be negative but we are and it’s valid and we hear you. I don’t think there’s a problem with commiserating together. People do it everywhere all the time.

I must tell you I frequently ask for someone else to talk to. I simply walk away and find someone else; family or professional. On the phone I’ll tell the person to put someone else on the line. I like to keep my professional tone practiced.

Do you really wish to stand out? I’m mediocre, medium, okay, moderate, a 5 on a scale to 10. There’s no stress here. I keep myself here. I have freedom to do whatever I want having no expectations from others. It’s fabulous to be underestimated. My genius son taught me this. You can’t fight right.

Please share however you feel. It’s wonderful to have people be open.

Doaty💛

[Daisymom in reply to NeuronerdDoaty]

No matter how hard you try D... mediocre you are not. I’m sorry you’re going through a tough time… Yet still find time to respond to others. Can’t agree more having no expectations you will never be disappointed… But if you never have expectations... aren’t we kind of selling ourselves short a little bit? Missing out on some of the return? I think that is what L is saying... there’s a benefit to being heard and understood and if we just don’t expect anything from anyone we miss out on that… But it is a safer place. And a very lonely place. I am working on trying to find healthier relationships… The site has been a very good step in that direction ! 🍪🍪🍪🍪🍪🍪🍪🍪Who doesn’t like cookies?

[NeuronerdDoaty in reply to Daisymom]

I think I mean the relationship where they talk you into stuff you don’t want to do or feel like you can’t say no. Pushy people. My good family, friends, husband and Rosie the Bulldog get all of me🤣. I should have made that more clear.

Don’t give away my secrets Daisymom!

[Daisymom in reply to NeuronerdDoaty]

Oh yeah I totally get that… My dogs can talk me into anything… More treats? OK…People? Gave that up along time ago

[NeuronerdDoaty in reply to Daisymom]

😆

[Luberomi in reply to NeuronerdDoaty]

🌸🌷🍁🌼🍂

[Daisymom in reply to Luberomi]

🍓🍓🍓🍓🍓🍪🍪🍪🍪🍪🍪🍪🤗🍪 haha!!!

[Kindhearted]

I’m not sure what u are talking about but life sucks . It’s the truth and gets worse as you get older .. u just gotta stick it out and do what makes u happy . That’s what I do. I came up with the conclusion you gotta be selfish sometimes ... surround yourself with positive people sometimes drop old ones . Family will u are stuck with them so just gotta comprise and deal with it. I’m depressed too. But u gotta keep pushing.

[Starrlight]

❤️ ✌️ 🤗 💐 🌸 🌺 ❤️