My sister said something that really bothered me; she said I wanted pity. To me that is farthest from the truth. I want understanding. I don’t want people going around pitying me.
I made a mistake and over exaggerated because I wanted people on my side. Because I was hurt and I openly admitted that. And I’m trying to fix it and move past it. I don’t want pity...... and that’s just playing on my mind.
She told me I didn’t like my niece which was hilarious. SHE told me I didn’t. At no point in time have I EVER said that. It’s a lot for me to deal with. I’m an over thinker. It keeps me up at night. And she just scoffs at my depression and anxiety like I’m just suppose to deal with it and eat over it.
I did lie to her and she called me out on it. I lied because I didn’t want to hear another lecture. Because I didn’t want more judgements. This has been playing on me for a couple days now.
She just expects to go on as normal. She had her say but I had to listen and heaven forbid I spoke up; I was “wrong”, “making excuses” and throwing a “pity party”.
I don’t want to be viewed like that. And it hurts to know I’m being talked about......
any advice? Please.