I have had anxiety lead IBS D for 25 years kicked off as I was pregnant after 8 years fertility treatment back in 1994-95 the year before I miscarried after years infertility treatment, when pregnant the second time my Nan died and my then father in law both with in 2 weeks of each other my ex husband was so stressed he shouted at me in the car in bad traffic I needed the toilet as I had an upset stomach I was 6 months pregnant = anxiety developed I’d lose this baby or I’d need the toilet in a car or where there wasn’t one . Sadly it’s manifested badly into I can’t be where there’s no toilet facility with in 10 minutes.
This has ruined my life my childhood was one of domestic violence I mean bad bad my dad tried to kill my mum many times
I’ve had counselling CBT hypnotherapy antidepresants.
So Monday I have to have a pelvic scan as I’ve lower right tummy pain I have to have a full bladder and 2 buses to get to hospital and I’ve cancelled 3 times as travel anxiety - full bladder and ibs d do not go together and I’m scared if I don’t ah e it and it’s serious it will be too late for any help worse case.
My youngest daughters stepmum is 48 and terminal with pancreatic cancer she’s very sick now.
I also had late pregnancy loss in 2015 to sepsis and critical care stay in intensive care followed by 11 blood transfusions in 3 months all at the same hospital
Anyone know any new techniques to get me to hospital I really am anxious told no one as they will mention it all the time I’ve lied to my husband I’m going shopping
Thanks for reading x x