really want to cut

[AnxusAwkwrd]

I’ve never written anything on here before but need to get it out because I am really feeling the need to cut and haven’t in over a year. Was supposed to go to my daughters in Florida a couple weeks ago to see my granddaughters. The week before, my car was stolen. I was in complete shock, my anxiety went through the roof, paralyzed me. My daughter flipped out that we (my ex and I were going down together because I don’t drive distances and his car wouldn’t make it) weren’t coming, totally unempathetic to the fact that the car was stolen. She got mean, very very mean. Mocking me, talking to me like I was an idiot, just horrible. We hung up and those thoughts kept going through my head, you know, the worst thoughts, worthless, why be here anymore. I’m a little better than that now, I get weekly counseling and we talked about boundaries. But I can’t stop shaking, I’m a mess, nobody gets it at all. It’s like my system took a huge hit. Thank you for listening if anyone did. Have a nice day.

[gajh]

Yes I am listening and I care. I am glad you are here with us posting.

[b1b1b1]

Use the insurance money to get a new car and rearrange the trip.

[LiamMC]

I'm really sorry all that happened to you. Every single bit of that absolutely sucks big time! 🫂 What do you mean when you said cut? Is this a typo or do you actually mean do that to yourself?

[LiamMC in reply to LiamMC]

Message me if you want

[kenster1 in reply to LiamMC]

Hi Liam although you probably mean well it`s best to keep chats on the main thread more so with new users who aren`t familiar with each other.

[LiamMC in reply to kenster1]

Hi Kenseter. Ok cool. There's no probably about it. It was just giving the option. Thanks for being open.

[kenster1 in reply to LiamMC]

those musical notes are very similar to a previous user guitar something just wondering if that was you.

[LiamMC in reply to kenster1]

I just joined a few days ago

[kenster1 in reply to LiamMC]

no worries probably thought you had returned again.

[Sillysausage234 in reply to kenster1]

Maybe Liam mc Gallagher

[LiamMC in reply to Sillysausage234]

Lol good shout I'm going to put oasis on right now. Feeling like, this guitar man is isn't liked. Anyways. Great to chat with new people

[kenster1 in reply to LiamMC]

not sure he just fell off the radar maybe he`s got a platinum album and touring the world.

[LiamMC]

Lol that'd be sweet for him and others. Id like to share my respect and appreciate for you both protecting and caring for the one who posted. My apologies in that direction for taking over this chat. I just don't like seeing people hurting whenever already hurt. Thank you for being yourselves 🌊🤲🏻🔥