I am feeling frustrated, depressed worried due to chronic frustration of handling my problem for so long(7 years). I have inability to concentrate while reading, can't grasp any information quickly, short term memory is too weak, i feel foggy during evening times, i initially felt like a dense fog surrounds my brain and impaired my thinking abilities, my reaction time, the quickness with which i earlier used to do work. I feel like i am confused while going out in a society, shopping malls, new locations cuz the world seems so complicated to me. I feel depressed now, i get anxiety, thoughts keep running in my head, i can't pay attention to work, get distracted, lost,confused. I have tried almost all the antidepressants, recently my doc added stimulants (provigil), but it made me too low during evenings. I also feel sleepy all day, have no energy, backaches, and i procrastinate work. This adds up to my frustration and depression. Anyone can go through my previous posts on how i have felt this for so long. Anyone who has a similar story? Need ur advice !
Thanks a lot.