Update

[Lovely_Lizzy_]

It’s been a while my life has been hectic.... I have a new friend group, and I’m now in a youth group..... so that’s nice.... I have a lot of classes with the girl who tore me in half...... and stole all my friends... but as I said, I now have new ones.... and that’s really, nice? Right? I’m supposed to be happy... everything is going good... except for my dad, he might have to have a surgery.....but he’s has been getting better.... which is also awesome! but for some reason, I can’t be happy even though everything is good..... cause everything is great, I have good friends, and I tried out for the vollyball team and made it! So why don’t I feel happy? I feel like I don’t deserve this. I feel like I don’t deserve the good. My dad is getting better, I have a youth/support group, I have great friends.... but who sad I deserve it? Who says it won’t all come crumbling down..... my new friends said they won’t leave .... but that’s what the old ones said. My dad is getting better... but who says he won’t get worse down the road? And even if things go really well..... who says I deserve this..... why do I deserve happiness..... I spent so long chasing it and now it’s in my grasps and I can’t find it in myself to take it..... what wrong with me? That’s my update...... I’ll keep u posted.... till next time lovelies❤️

[Lovely_Lizzy_]

List of good things:

I am on the Vollyball team

My dad is getting better

I have a new friend group

And I’m going to youth group

So why aren’t I happy?