Here is an update to what is going on in my life right now. I am still taking my medication like I'm supposed to and I actually feel pretty good. My anxiety acts up every now and then but I'm able to control better than I ever have. I'm a little more depressed than normal right now because my wife cheated on me last week. Well I decided to forgive her and trry to make our marriage work. Last night we talked and I found out she lied to me a few times and was still talking to the guy she cheated on me with. So I ended our relationship.
I will be moving hopefully at the end of the month and be able to start over fresh. I know it's going to take awhile to possibly get back to my old self.
One question I have for the women here is why do women cheat on their husbands? Why do people cheat in general. I don't believe in it and the reason I ask is both of my marriages have ended with both of my wives cheating on me.
I'm just trying to understand better I guess cause it baffles me. I know I'm not perfect by any means and every relationship has their ups and downs.