A pretty good day today. Meditation, medication and, for once, a real sense that I can't change many things made it decent. This despite tough decisions looming this week.
Tomorrow starts the final decisions of whether to return to work and when. I'm hitting up my therapist, a colleague I can trust and, unfortunately, the corporate HR director to ask questions that may jeopardize my position, but only that person can answer.
Cross your fingers, y'all and maybe hope that the biggest boogeyman...my head...doesn't tangle that all up into a nice, grey brain tornado.