Depressed

[tamka38]

I was doing great 3 weeks ago and now am afraid to walk out my front door. I just got out of depression 7 months ago and is back I broke up with my boyfriend because I was only with he know about my mental illness and will do anything to help me but I couldn't forgive him for all the abuse he put me through so I been single for a couple of months I ran into a guy I been knowing for year's we ran into each other 3times the last time he wanted to meet with me and talk and since that night we been good friends he's really been helping me but am scared to tell him about my mental illness because I don't want to run him away and I don't want to depend on him to make me happy I feel so alone right now I have lost so many people and my life and am always scared to lose someone my dad went to prison when I was 2 and died in prison when I turned 8 I been depressed since 8 I been through a lot from 5_12 am taking depression medication and really don't know if is helping me at all am hoping I start feeling better soon usually I get depressed by fall and winter and it last until my birthday I really thought I was healed very unhappy

[Kayakin]

Hi tamka38,

I am thinking of you, and hope you gather strength and do the best thing for yourself. Lonleness is good for motivation, but none of us should stay with anyone that uses us takes advantage of us. That has been difficult for me -to let go of anyone for fear of lonleyness. This can make us easy prey for bad people.

[tamka38 in reply to Kayakin]

U right about easy prey, that's why am single and scared to meet someone. And plus is time for me to work on myself. I deserve to be happy and free and at peace with myself thank u for replying to me I really appreciate it a lot ❤

[QuirkyMom89]

So happy you had the courage to get out of that relationship! It is so easy to stay in a relationship for the wrong reasons and end up doing more harm to ourselves in thr long run. I don't think you need to be in any hurry to share your mental struggles with a new person in your life. ❤️

[tamka38 in reply to QuirkyMom89]

U right thank u

[Mary-intussuception]

So sorry,

you have been through too much.

Hope you do feel better very soon.

God Bless x

🌹♡🌹♡🌹

[tamka38 in reply to Mary-intussuception]

Thank you