Lost

So, my mind is barely surviving the onslaught of sadness and anger I feel. I'm finding it extremely hard to smile when I have no friends. I'm just so alone😪😪

[JAYnLA]

It's darkest before the dawn my friend. This tends to be really true. Hang in there.

[Hidden in reply to JAYnLA]

I just wish I could be different that's all. Every person I've ever talked to has seen me in a negative light

[JAYnLA in reply to Hidden]

I guarantee that's not true.

[Hidden in reply to JAYnLA]

Hence why I don't have any friends 😖😖😖😖

[Hidden in reply to Hidden]

Make new friends!

[Hidden in reply to Hidden]

I don't think you realize how hard that is

[Hidden in reply to Hidden]

You're young and can go places where people hang out and stuff. If you're not social fake it till you make it. Join clubs! Clubs could be fun! 😀

[Hidden in reply to Hidden]

No clubs around me

[Hidden in reply to Hidden]

Really? Aww that's too bad. But how about going to places like bars, gym, library. Idk if you have a job or still study, but good way to meet people.

[lillyofthevalley37]

Hoping this wave of sadness will soon pass

[Braveheartman]

Remember you are Loved and have a purpose

[Hidden in reply to Braveheartman]

Loved by who?

[lillyofthevalley37 in reply to Hidden]

God and Jesus

[Braveheartman in reply to Hidden]

First and most importantly your creator, God.

[Hidden in reply to Braveheartman]

Then why would he give me severe mental defects like pointing a ""rifle"" with my hands at kids when I was 4 years old? My mind has never been ok

[Agora1 in reply to Hidden]

toomanypez, Do you feel that you are a danger to yourself or others right now?

[Hidden in reply to Agora1]

No, I feel fine, just my head hurts

[Agora1 in reply to Hidden]

Do you have a therapist or medical doctor who is monitoring your physical

and emotional issues?? We can support and care about you but we are

not professionals and can only go by our own journey with mental health.

[Hidden in reply to Agora1]

I have a therapist. She helped me with my anxiety which was great

[Braveheartman in reply to Hidden]

That is not from Him. He is a loving God, a God who created you in his image and wants the very best for you. He says that our minds are renewed IN HIM when we turn our lives over to him. I believe that means no matter what we’ve done and where we come from we can be healed.

[Hidden in reply to Braveheartman]

I understand 😔

[Braveheartman in reply to Hidden]

Hang in there! Find a few things you enjoy doing and find some wins that you can start building on.

We are all in this with you and are cheering you on

[Hidden in reply to Braveheartman]

Thanks. Can I talk to a few of you guys privately?

[Agora1 in reply to Hidden]

Hello! Remember us?? Your virtual family does xx

[Hidden in reply to Agora1]

Hello. It's just so hard to smile. I know 1 person who makes my heart Happy but I made stupid immature mistakes and am suffering for them

[Agora1 in reply to Hidden]

Pez, we all learn from our mistakes.

[Hidden]

Could I ask a favor of you guys?

[Hidden in reply to Hidden]

You can ask me pal

[Hidden in reply to Hidden]

What I said to you in PM. It would be greatly appreciated and I would give you everything if you helped repair it

[Agora1 in reply to Hidden]

What's on your mind pez. This is your safe place to talk.

[Lostgirl14480]

All of my friends are in college now. I'm pretty much the only one that decided not to go. None of them talk to me anymore. So I can kinda relate

[Hidden in reply to Lostgirl14480]

College is just overpriced teaching

[Hidden in reply to Lostgirl14480]

Don't feel bad.

[rebecca3455]

So sorry you are feeling this way. Did things happen recently that brought you to this dark feeling? I’m glad you have a therapist. Do you take anything for your depression and anxiety? You can always pm me if you don’t want to share private info not everyone does. I overshare🤣

[Pamela2876]

I am so sorry you are facing this. I went through some very serious depression in my life and I know how difficult it can be. There is a great resource here bit.ly/2mFxWoz that I think might be helpful to you. Please check out the first video. There is hope and you are loved. My thoughts are with you!