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So, my mind is barely surviving the onslaught of sadness and anger I feel. I'm finding it extremely hard to smile when I have no friends. I'm just so alone😪😪

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It's darkest before the dawn my friend. This tends to be really true. Hang in there.

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I just wish I could be different that's all. Every person I've ever talked to has seen me in a negative light

JAYnLA
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I guarantee that's not true.

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Hence why I don't have any friends 😖😖😖😖

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Make new friends!

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I don't think you realize how hard that is

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You're young and can go places where people hang out and stuff. If you're not social fake it till you make it. Join clubs! Clubs could be fun! 😀

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No clubs around me:(

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Really? Aww that's too bad. But how about going to places like bars, gym, library. Idk if you have a job or still study, but good way to meet people.

Hoping this wave of sadness will soon pass

Remember you are Loved and have a purpose

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Loved by who?

lillyofthevalley37
lillyofthevalley37 in reply to Hidden

God and Jesus

Braveheartman
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First and most importantly your creator, God.

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Then why would he give me severe mental defects like pointing a ""rifle"" with my hands at kids when I was 4 years old? My mind has never been ok

Agora1
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toomanypez, Do you feel that you are a danger to yourself or others right now?

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No, I feel fine, just my head hurts

Agora1
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Do you have a therapist or medical doctor who is monitoring your physical

and emotional issues?? We can support and care about you but we are

not professionals and can only go by our own journey with mental health.

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I have a therapist. She helped me with my anxiety which was great

Braveheartman
Braveheartman in reply to Hidden

That is not from Him. He is a loving God, a God who created you in his image and wants the very best for you. He says that our minds are renewed IN HIM when we turn our lives over to him. I believe that means no matter what we’ve done and where we come from we can be healed.

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I understand 😔

Braveheartman
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Hang in there! Find a few things you enjoy doing and find some wins that you can start building on.

We are all in this with you and are cheering you on

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Thanks. Can I talk to a few of you guys privately?

Agora1
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Hello! Remember us?? Your virtual family does :) xx

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Hello. It's just so hard to smile. I know 1 person who makes my heart Happy but I made stupid immature mistakes and am suffering for them

Agora1
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Pez, we all learn from our mistakes.

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Could I ask a favor of you guys?

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You can ask me pal :)

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What I said to you in PM. It would be greatly appreciated and I would give you everything if you helped repair it

Agora1
Agora1 in reply to Hidden

What's on your mind pez. This is your safe place to talk.

All of my friends are in college now. I'm pretty much the only one that decided not to go. None of them talk to me anymore. So I can kinda relate :(

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College is just overpriced teaching

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Don't feel bad.

So sorry you are feeling this way. Did things happen recently that brought you to this dark feeling? I’m glad you have a therapist. Do you take anything for your depression and anxiety? You can always pm me if you don’t want to share private info not everyone does. I overshare🤣

I am so sorry you are facing this. I went through some very serious depression in my life and I know how difficult it can be. There is a great resource here bit.ly/2mFxWoz that I think might be helpful to you. Please check out the first video. There is hope and you are loved. My thoughts are with you!

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