Have you ever feel alone in crowded situation? There's so many people but yet you feel all alone. Right now I felt this way. Lately I've been thinking this way when I'm in the middle of a new years party back in Bali. We're come to the beach to have a new years party, so people there, they drinking playing with fireworks, talking, taking a picture togather, and so on. I'm in the middle of it, yet there's no one realize I'm there, nobody to talk too, no one that I can ask to take a picture or play with fireworks, no one. I'm a misfit and I can't do anything about it. At that exact moment I said I'm all alone what am I gonna do? That's exactly the feeling of anxiety of being alone. I don't want to being alone, nobody wants it, yet untill now, I think I don't have any friend to share a story, no one to tell about my success, only this scary feeling.
Untill now I'm still have this feeling especially whenever I'm in the mood of the party. I feel all alone, because it is I'm all alone.
Is there anyone feel the same way? How you overcome this situation? I always feel I'm not special anymore, I'm a misfit, just a loser who's spent the whole day all alone..