So yesterday I got an email through off a new boss to say I've being called to a capability hearing which is tomorrow. When I read the reasons they are not directly related to my job role and more about contributing to the business. It's a really odd move for this company because normally they are more informal and like to help, nothing like this has ever happened. It's never been brought up with me before and it's just so out of the blue.
There's been a few comments about the fact I've been there less than 2 years and I can be dismissed.
Needless to say I've been riddled with anxiety and depression. None stop crying, inconsolable, feel sick, can't eat - not eaten in 2 days, took 3 lots of valium
I'm so scared to lose my job and then have to tell future potential employees that I was sacked
It's been one of the worst times of my life and it's bringing it all back when I've been this way before.
When am I going to wake up from this nightmare?
Has anyone else had to go through losing a job? I feel like I'm grieving