It is getting close to the day that my baby was unexpectedly taken from her family, and baby boy. It's been hard these pass few days, because no matter how much I work out, pray, and keep myself busy... there in my subconscious is that phone call that she was missing!!!
I know that it will take time, and that my doctors informed me that it's almost impossible to just push that day aside. The anxiety is almost overwhelming, and the fear of that day along has put me down for days. It is almost like learning how to walk all over again after a major accident that has left you temporarily unable to move!!!
I know that these seasons come and go every year, but I wish I could deal with them without so much depression, and anxiety... they are some of the most painful 10 days of my life!!! From the day I got the call, until when they found her body, and the day I had to put my child to rest. I wouldn't wish this on on anyone!!! Reaching out today, does help, and thank anyone for just talking time to read my post... please continue to pray for me๐๐๐!!!
God Bless You All๐๐๐!!!
Frank
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I will pray for you and your family. You are so strong. I am proud of the way you honor them. We are here for you. ๐
You have my prayers for healing Only those who have walked in your shoes know the unbearable grief you are dealing with. Thank you for sharing today. Someone needs to hear your story and may that bring you a little bit of God's unfailing love and peace. Bless you
I keep all of my friends on this site in my prayers. I canโt imagine what youโre going through, but youโre allowed to feel everything and take all the time you need.
I also read your older posts and can't imagine the pain and grief that you must feel.
Have you ever read the book "Man's search for meaning"? It is about a concentration camp victim who loses his whole family. He is a psychiatrist and he talks about how people respond to suffering. It is has helped me in the past although I haven't experienced anything like you have experienced.
Iโm very sorry to hear this. No words can heal your pain. May Godโs comfort be upon you and your family each day. I pray for peace and complete healing.
Praying for you. I know what it feels like to lose loved ones. I understand the world can be a cruel place. Im praying ๐ I know It hurts a lot when a child is taken from you.
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