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It is getting close to the day that my baby was unexpectedly taken from her family, and baby boy. It's been hard these pass few days, because no matter how much I work out, pray, and keep myself busy... there in my subconscious is that phone call that she was missing!!!

I know that it will take time, and that my doctors informed me that it's almost impossible to just push that day aside. The anxiety is almost overwhelming, and the fear of that day along has put me down for days. It is almost like learning how to walk all over again after a major accident that has left you temporarily unable to move!!!

I know that these seasons come and go every year, but I wish I could deal with them without so much depression, and anxiety... they are some of the most painful 10 days of my life!!! From the day I got the call, until when they found her body, and the day I had to put my child to rest. I wouldn't wish this on on anyone!!! Reaching out today, does help, and thank anyone for just talking time to read my post... please continue to pray for me๐Ÿ˜‡๐Ÿ˜‡๐Ÿ˜‡!!!

God Bless You All๐Ÿ˜Š๐Ÿ˜Š๐Ÿ˜Š!!!

Frank

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I will pray for you and your family. You are so strong. I am proud of the way you honor them. We are here for you. ๐Ÿ˜

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Thank you so very much!!!

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foxglove_pnw

Frank , I am so sorry ! I canโ€™t imagine the pain ! I just read a few of your older posts .

I donโ€™t have the right words but I just wanted to send you some love โค๏ธ

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gfranklin12 in reply to foxglove_pnw

Thank you love!!! It does help a lot to hear such powerful and wonderful words!!!

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Frumpyfifty

You have my prayers for healing Only those who have walked in your shoes know the unbearable grief you are dealing with. Thank you for sharing today. Someone needs to hear your story and may that bring you a little bit of God's unfailing love and peace. Bless you

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gfranklin12 in reply to Frumpyfifty

Thank you so very much... the support that you provide does help in so many ways!!@

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Callie67

I keep all of my friends on this site in my prayers. I canโ€™t imagine what youโ€™re going through, but youโ€™re allowed to feel everything and take all the time you need.

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gfranklin12 in reply to Callie67

Hi love, and thank you!!! I am also praying for you as well๐Ÿ˜Š๐Ÿ˜Š๐Ÿ˜Š๐Ÿ˜‡๐Ÿ˜‡๐Ÿ˜‡

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Marshall64

I also read your older posts and can't imagine the pain and grief that you must feel.

Have you ever read the book "Man's search for meaning"? It is about a concentration camp victim who loses his whole family. He is a psychiatrist and he talks about how people respond to suffering. It is has helped me in the past although I haven't experienced anything like you have experienced.

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gfranklin12 in reply to Marshall64

Hi, and no I haven't, but I will be researching it!!! You are awesome for reaching out, and the support given!!!

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Lazy_dog_lover

I am so sorry you are going through this. I can never truly understand your loss, but keep the positive memories.

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gfranklin12 in reply to Lazy_dog_lover

Yes... I try to contact my grandson at least twice a week, and tell him a very short story of his mother... he loves that๐Ÿ˜Š๐Ÿ˜Š๐Ÿ˜Š

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pink318

Hello Frank,

Iโ€™m very sorry to hear this. No words can heal your pain. May Godโ€™s comfort be upon you and your family each day. I pray for peace and complete healing.

Take care.

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gfranklin12 in reply to pink318

Thank you for the very kind words๐ŸŒน๐ŸŒน๐ŸŒน

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Want2BHappy3

I'm confused? She's your baby, but taken from her Family? Aren't You her family?

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gfranklin12

What are you trying to ask?!?!

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gfranklin12

What is to be confused about??? I am not, and I am sure others who took time to read my posts are not confused about what I am saying!!!

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Agora1

Frank, just reading your post makes my heart break. I can't even start to imagine

the pain you feel each and every day. Sending you my love, keeping you in my thoughts

and praying for you. Know that we are always here for you because we care. xx

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gfranklin12

Thank you so very much!!! I thank God for all of you, and your words of kindness๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’–

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Dutch-girl

I'm so sorry for your loss. I hope you will someday find some peace.

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gfranklin12 in reply to Dutch-girl

Thank you... I wasn't expecting such a awesome supply of supporters!!! God Bless You All!!!

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Meowmeows2

So sorry for your loss. Will pray for you.

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gfranklin12

Thank you, and Bless you!

Praying for you. I know what it feels like to lose loved ones. I understand the world can be a cruel place. Im praying ๐Ÿ™ I know It hurts a lot when a child is taken from you.

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gfranklin12

Thank you love... I reviewed your post, and I do understand your pain love๐Ÿ˜˜๐Ÿ˜˜๐Ÿ˜˜!!! I will be praying for you also love๐Ÿ˜‡๐Ÿ˜‡๐Ÿ˜‡!!!

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